The Bachelor's Vices ( TBS 3 - Book 1 )

EPILOGUE

EPILOGUE

Hola, It's KF - Faith

"Hi everyone it's Karsyn again and welcome to another vlog! Katatapos ko lang uminom ng gamot and I'm now fine. Malakas na ako kaya naman nakakapag-vlog na ulit! Today, I want to share something to all of you. These past few days was the hardest days of my life and you witnessed what I've been through. Siguro masasabi kong kung wala akong paniniwala, baka noon pa ako nawala. Baka bumitiw na ako but I'm glad that I had faith in me at iyon rin ang gusto kong ibahagi sainyo ngayong araw. Faith..."

Napangiti ako ng makita si Karsyn na masiglang kinakausap ang camera. Her hair was tied in a bun and she puts a little make up to be more presentable to everyone. Ang sabi niya, gusto niyang maging maganda naman kahit paano kapag nag-vlog siya ulit kahit na ilang beses kong sinabi na walang kinalaman ang make-up sa pag ganda niya dahil natural na siyang maganda at wala nang silbi ang make-up. She always blushed whenever I tell her that.

Nagpatuloy ako sa panunuod sa kanya.

"In my journey, hindi ko inisip na mabubuhay pa ako. Noon, ikini-kwento lang ni Mommy kung gaano sila ka-swerte at nakakasama pa nila ako. I wasn't given another life and another to just waste it. I was given this life because I have a purpose and I'm now living it. Mahirap man at hindi madaling isipin kung ano but this new life taught me everything that I needed, and more. I want to tell you a story about this woman in the bible who needs healing. Mark 5:24–34, There was a woman who had had a discharge of blood for twelve years and who had suffered much under many physicians, had spent all that she had and was no better but rather grew worse. She had heard the reports about Jesus and came up behind him in the crowd and touched his garment. For she said, "If I touch even his garments, I will be made well." And immediately the flow of blood dried up, and she felt in her body that she was healed of her disease. Jesus, perceiving in himself that power had gone out from him, immediately turned about in the crowd and said, "Who touched my garments?"  His disciples said to him, "You see the crowd pressing around you, and yet you say, 'Who touched me?' " He looked around to see who had done it. But the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came in fear and trembling and fell down before him and told him the whole truth. He said to her, "Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace, and be healed of your disease."

"In the story, you can see how pure the woman's faith was. Na kahit mahirap ang mahawakan si Jesus ay nakipagsiksikan siya at hindi tumigil dahil naniniwala siyang kahit katiting lamang ng damit nito ang mahawakan niya ay gagaling siya. And her faith healed her. You see, Jesus is walking in the middle of the crowd and everyone is bumping him yet he still noticed that someone had touched him. Someone draw the miracle out of him because they believed in him. Faith really plays an important role in our life because it's one of the key to touch Jesus. The crowd represents your struggles, your anxieties and the negativity of the world that wants you to stop going after him and the lady represents us. When you believe, when you expect things to change and when you keep saying to yourself that your breakthrough is coming, your faith can stop him from walking and activates his miracle on you. I know life here on earth is hard at kung minsan ay marami tayong dahilan para huwag maniwala pero gusto kong sabihin sa inyong huwag kayong huminto. Don't stop believing in him. Don't let your emotions and the negativity of the world talk you out of what God has in store for you because I believe that you will not be alive if there's nothing amazing in your future. Just like the lady in the story, she reached out to Jesus and touched him with so much faith and that is what God wants us to have. He wants us to believe, trust and touch him with faith. 1 Corinthians 13:13, So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. Always have hope and faith but most importantly, love."