Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 6 Don't do it!

Jenna's P.O.V.

Ok! so...first day of rehearsal for our song with the boys. should be interesting!

Over the past three days we've been here...all hell has broke loose!

We all hate Harry, Michelle wants to tell Niall NOW, Liam's all sad because Sophia isn't with us and Zayn and Tiana are long distance fighting for some weird reason!

Flashback

I walked up stairs and down the hall to Louis's room. past the guest bedroom. past Zayn's room. past the guest bathroom. past Liam's room.

I stopped when i got the Niall's room. the door was left open a crack and there was sobbing coming from inside.

I slowly opened the door and saw Michelle sitting on the bed, crying.

"Michelle! whats wrong?!" i asked running towards her. She just wiped her tears and avoided eye contact. "Michelle! tell me! what is it?!" I yelled. she looked up at me, tears growing in her eyes. "i have to tell Niall" she whispered "no! you can't! not now!" i yelled

I took a deep breath to calm my self down "listen! it was a long time ago! ok...theres no need to bring it up now...it would be different if you told him seven years ago but-" she cut me off "exactly! Thats whats killing me! I've been keeping this from him for seven years! Ive been lying to him for seven years-" this time i cut her off. "Michelle! It was one kiss. it was along time ago. you need to let it go!" i said calmly. "i can't" she said allowing her tears to flow

Just then Niall walked in "Chell! whats wrong?!" he asked worried. i looked at her and shook my head slightly telling her not to say anything. Michelle looked from back and forth from me to Niall. then she sighed. "nothing...just hormones" she said wiping her tears. then she jumped up and ran out the room.

Niall looked at me confused "it's nothing really. she's just on her period" i smiled, jumped up and ran after her leaving Niall alone in the room.

I ran down stairs and over to the kitchen door but it was locked.

"Michelle! you can't just lock yourself up!" I yelled "i'm not! i just need a moment alone!" she yelled back "open up Michelle" i yelled trying to open the door but it wouldn't budge. "please! just give me some time!" she yelled annoyed. I sighed and let go of the doorknob. "ok...I'll be upstairs if you need me" and i walked up stairs.

End of flashback

I didn't talk to Michelle again that night. just went up stairs and to bed

Flashback

Louis walked in and slid under the covers. i looked into his beautiful eyes. "i love you" i whispered "i love you too" he whispered back.

then he leaned in but i pulled away "not tonight" i said knowing what he had in mind "why not?" he asked "i'm just not in the mood" i explained, rolling over onto my back

"Jenna...is something wrong?" he asked "no" i said simply.

The room went silent

"Do you know?!" i asked "know what?" Louis asked.

Jenna! what did you just do! god! your so stupid!

"Oh! um..nothing...it's silly"i said trying to get out of the position i put myself in "Jenna...are you keeping something from me?" Louis asked sitting up. "no" i said trying to sound as convincing as i could

I now knew why Michelle wanted to tell Niall so badly. it hurt lying to the person you love. i really wanted to tell louis and cry on his shoulder. when your best friend hurts you hurt. and Michelle was in so much pain. but i couldn't tell Louis! he would just try and make everything better and tell Niall! so i had to keep it from him! i had to!

End of flashback.

So thats that!

I'm not sire when we all started hating Harry. all i know is that Kendra walked in on Harry and Aria almost kissing after Kendra's fight with him. he said that he loved her and then he went on and screwed it all up again! anyways after that a number of things came out and now we all (Kendra, Jenna, Allie, Aria and I) basically hate Harry!

You gotta love our lives!