Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 50 Month-aversery

Kendra's P.O.V.

A month later

"Harry" i whispered "Harry" i said a bit loud "god damn it wake up!" I shook him "hmmm?" he hummed "wake up!" i yelled "why?" he groaned "because it's ten and it's time to get up!" I laughed rolling over to my side of the bed.

I looked over at my wrists and saw the cuts that were scaring over.

i'm glad i i don't think of "that day" as the day I almost dyed but instead as the day Harry and i got back together. don't get me wrong I'm not proud of what i did! but i can't help but think if it wasn't for that...Harry and i might have not gotten back together.

"Harry!" i yelled. "what?" he moaned "it's our month-aversery" i smiled. Harry smiled "ok I'll get up" he said pushing the blankets to our bed off himself. "YAY!" i cheered and jumped off the bed.

"Dress nice! i have something planed" i smiled and skipped out of the room "but not a tux!" i yelled.

I ran down the stairs and down the hall

"Hello everyone!" i yelled skipping down grand staircase.

Michelle and Niall were giggling on our white couch and Jenna was sitting of the Cherry red armchair reading a book

"Well your happy this morning" Jenna smiled at me as i reached the bottom of the steps. "i am!" i shrieked falling backwards on the love-seat throwing my hands over my head.

I could tell Jenna saw my scars by the sigh that came out of her mouth. "Jenna, i don't want to think of this day as the day i almost died" i've told her that many times before but she worries now. "i know" she sighed.

Then Harry made his way down the stairs.

"Mornin'" he smiled

"Ok! i got to go ready!" i yelled jumping up and dashing up stairs.

When i finally reached my room (we have to many stairs) i threw the curtains to my balcony door open and let in the sunlight.

Then i skipped over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of skinny jeans and a blue t-shirt -Harry like me best in blue- then i slipped on my Keds. I quickly brushed my hair and left it down. Then i looked in the mirror and straightened out my locket. then I ran down stairs as fast as i could

"C'mon" i said grabbing Harry's wrists and drugibg him out side into the hot summer sun. "where are we going?" Harry asked "don't worry about it!" i smiled getting in the drivers seat.

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"Kendra...what are we doing at 02?" Harry asked when we pulled up to the giant building. "well...you sang me a sing here so...i thought i should sing you a song here" i smiled opening the car door.

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"Sit down!" i yelled running and jumping on stage. i picked up the guitar that was sitting on the stage and adjusted my mic."i wrote this song for you" i smiled. i cleared my through and started picking at the strings

"I got a heart" i sang "and i got a soul. believe me i will use them both. we made a start being a false one i know but baby i don't want to feel alone."

"So kiss me where i lay down my hands press to your cheeks. a long way from the play ground."

"I have loved you since we were eighteen. long before we both thought the same thing to be loved and to be love. and all i could do was say that these arms were made for holding you. whoa-oh-oh-oh. and i wanna love like you made me feel when we were eighteen"

When i finished the song i was worried cause Harry didn't say anything. he just sat there staring at me. And then he raised his hand to his cheek and then i realized he had been crying.

He stood up, walked over and jumped up on stage. "i didn't know you could play guitar" Harry smiled "well i learned when i was younger but i never played for awhile so i recently picked it up again" i explained "well that was beautiful" he smiled

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A few months later

"Harry what?" I asked as he lead me into a room in some building with his hands over my eyes. Then he moved his hands and i saw we were at a studio. "what are we doin' here?" i asked confused.

Harry sighed, walked into the sound booth and i followed. he handed me a guitar "play it" he said as i took it from him "play what?" i asked confused "your song!" Harry explained "eighteen?" i asked shocked "yes!" he yelled "ok" i said nervously.

Harry walked out and i threw the strap around me and did a quick ear-tuning before playing.

"I got a heart." i started

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"Ok so what was that for?"i asked when i finished "I recorded it so i can have a copy of it' Harry explained "ok just as long as you don't show the girls!" i scolded "why?it's brilliant!" He smiled "just don't!" I yelled "fine" Harry shook his head. "promise?" i asked "i promise i won't tell a soul about this" Harry said throwing his hands in the air. "good" i smiled and nodded