Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 31 Luv ya lots?

Liam's P.O.V.

i walked upstairs and was about to turn into my room but i stopped. there was sobs coming from down the halls. i slowly walked down the hall trying to find where the sound was coming from.

then i hit Niall's room and there was Niall siting on his bed, with his phone in his hands, crying.

I instantly knew what happened. Michelle sent Niall another message.he never picks up the phone but he listens to her messages. and every time he cries. and every time he tells me how he can't feel anymore and the sadness and anger took over and now thats all he is and how he doesn't know why he can't just let this go and forgive her. and then as he talks a bit more he decides he's not going to forgive her and she deserves to hurt and blah blah blah.he still loves her he just wishes it was easier to be mad at her

"Ni?" i said walking into his room "what?" he said wiping his tears, embarrassed by them "you ok?"

Now part of me knew he was going to say the usual but the other part of me knew this time it was different. usually he would stop crying but he tried really hard to push his tears back.

He shook his head. this is new. "No" he whispered "it was so easy to be mad at her when she was in Canada. now she's hear. my girls are here...it hurts so much Liam" he cried.

Never in my life have i heard Niall say those words. 'it hurts'. thats when i knew our little, funny, care free Niall was gone. and he may never come back. just like that.

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Louis's P.O.V.

"Niall" i said walking into his room "you ready?" I asked. he just looked up at me from his window "do I have to?" he whispered. i just sighed "c'mon" and i walked out of the room

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"Ok so where do they live?" I asked "you'll see" Harry smiled "Harry! tell me!" i yelled. he just shook his head "you'll have to wait!" he smiled cheekily. i just glared at him. "fine...but i won't like it!" i pouted and Harry laughed

I fined it funny how we're joking around before we go to HELL! tonight....is not going to be fun....

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It wasn't a long drive to the girls house. i had no idea where we were at first. we pulled into a yard lined with trees. the house at the other end of the horseshoe-shaped drive way was huge! then i knew where we were!

"No! Freakin! way!" i yelled. Harry just smiled. "the biggest house in London?! They live here?!" i yelled "yup" Harry smiled pooping the 'p'.

"Ok...well I'd better go get the monsters" Harry joked, parking the car and opening his door.

As much as we love the girls (especially Harry! he's heads over heals for Kendra even though he won't admit it!) we make joke about them...you know...their allowed to talk about us why can't we talk about them?

"Louis, i can't do it take me home" Niall said. i turned around to see him in the backseat, as stif and a board, making sputtering sounds and forcing his tears back. "Ok well....you don't have to do it buddy, we'll just pick up Kendra and Jenna and take you home ok?" i explained. Niall sighed and loosened up, closing his eyes in the process allowing a single tear to fall.

Just then Harry open up the drivers seat doors an the two passenger seat door opened. i looked back and saw Michelle at one of the doors. his jaw instantly tensed up, his fisted clinched and he became stif again only this time with anger instead of fear and sadness.

"Harry" i whispered "et-gay Ichelle-may away" i whispered. (thats right i can speak pig-Latin) at first Harry looked at me like i was upid-say but once he understood what i was saying he ran over to Michelle and was about to grabbed her and pull her back but...

"Harry! don't touch her!" Niall yelled. everyone froze.

Niall has never; since he found out spoke to Harry!

"That" he said pointing to Michelle "is my wife! you hear that! MY WIFE!" he yelled "and you don't touch her!" there was half a second of silence "and as much as i hate her i will do anything to make sure she doesn't get hurt! even though i wish i could kill you both and make all this stop i can't! because theres something that keeps me from punching you every time i see you! something that keeps me from screaming every time i think about it! and as much and i hate it and don't want to admit it! i love her! but i will not forgive you" he said the last part quietly and he was now talking to Michelle.

No one said anything. what were we suppose to say? 'Ok Niall calm down!'?! no! mostly because he was right and it was shocking to here him speak to Harry and Michelle on that same day, at the same time, in the same car, durning the same conversation was amazing! Maybe this is a start to putting the past behind us...just maybe....

A/N

Hey guys! thanks for reading!

Ok now for those of you who don't know how to speak pig-Latin here's a crash corse!...

Now what you do is take the first letter of every word and put it in front of "ay" which you put behind the word. so the second letter of the word would become the first letter of the word. an example would be cookies. now it would become ookies-cay. now if you have a word that starts with a vowel like Awesome instead of making it "aay" at the end it would be "way" at the end so awesome would become wesome-way. understand? good!

Thx for reading, commenting, voting, luv ya lots!

-k