Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 32 Guy talk

Harry's P.O.V.

Niall slammed the door shut be hind him. Louis and i quickly walked in after him.

"Niall!" Louis yelled after him "Niall you have to talk!" he yelled "Niall!"

Niall just stormed up the stairs, down. the hall and slammed his bedroom door shut.

Louis sighed and sat down on the couch, putting his face in his hands with his elbows resting on his knees. "i-I'm sorry" i whispered "no. this time it was my fault" Louis said looking up

"No! non of this would've have happened if it wasn't for me! It's not your fault or Kendra's fault or-or Michelle's fault! It's my fault! My fault!" i yelled

"Harry!" louis yelled snapping me out of my anger towards myself. "calm down. it's fine." he said soothingly "no! no it's not! i ruined everything! Everything i had. gone! everything!" i said sitting down on the couch.

I was far past the self-pity and crying for myself stage. now i was just angry at myself! because i'm stupid!

"Ya well i screwed up too so your not alone" Louis sighed.

There was a moment of silence before i let out a little chuckle.

"you know...We've been through a lot." I laughed "who?" Louis asked "all of us...remember the first time Kendra and i broke up?" i laughed at the memory "when i started texting you and found out you were hiding on the roof" Louis chuckled. i laughed but we soon stopped "i don't remember what we were fighting about only that i was mad...after that it all seemed to be my fault...man...i can't believe i did some of the things i did!" i shook my head "like leaving Kendra and Emma alone with Adam when you and Amber were figuring out wedding arrangements" Louis suggested a memory. i smiled at it "Amber...she was a mistake...but she was a good kisser" i laughed and Louis joined me. "but...i didn't love her...and leaving the girls alone with Adam was the stupidest thing i've ever done! cost Emma's legs...i felt so horrible about it! i would was given anything for it to have been me! my legs! not her! she was all so innocent" a small tear rolled down my cheek from the memory that i knew all to well! "It's ok! she has her kegs back now...everything is fine!" louis assured me

There was a moment of silence

"You know i think i should go see Emma! i haven't seen her in ages!" i said quickly snapping into happiness.

But my happiness quickly faded when Liam cane storming down the stairs. both mine and Louis's heads shot up

"I'm such an idiot" Liam said with a blank face on. "i'm such an idiot"