Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 55 Announcements

Jenna's P.O.V.

"ok" Isaid clapping her hands. "what?" Harry said as we all looked up from the screen. I turned on the lights and Louis turned of the giant screen in front of everyone "we have to tell you guys something" Louis announced

"ok! hurry up so we can get back to our movie!" Harry complained. "what movie are you guys watching?" I asked noticing that everyone was in the screening room "Frozen" Kendra explained "isn't this like the fifteenth time you've watched it?" I asked her and Niall since their like in love with that movie! "NO!" Kendra yelled "it's our eighteenth time watching it!" Niall stated

"O...k" i said confused "anyways" Louis said moving everything along.

"I think we're just gonna come out and say it" i smiled as everyone stared at us intently. "we're pregnant" Louis smiled wrapping his arm around my waist. every one's faces went form blank to....blank? but they soon jumped up and smiled and hugged us and smiled and congratulated us and then sat back down in their seats and turned the movie back on...what's wring with this picture?!

"Thanks guys" i said in shock that they just sat down again as if nothing even happened. i chuckled a bit and rolled my eyes at them. "whatever" i said walking out.

"c'mon Louis" i smiled. "louis?" i said noticing he wasn't following me. "Lou?" i asked walking back into the screening room. There was Louis sitting on the floor gawking up at the screen

Ok! is this movie seriously that goo- awe a stupid reindeer!

I slowly walked over to a seat and sitting down without taking my eyes off the screen

He he...that snowman is stupid!

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Kendra's P.O.V.

two weeks later.

After a long day in the studio finishing Chasing Forevers next album and going out for dinner with the fam I'm pooped!

"Ok...I'm goin' to bed" i yawned putting my coat in the closet and walking towards the stairs. "wait!" Harry yelled. "i want to talk to you first" he said "ok...what about?" in asked worried "well I-" my phone cut him off.

I reached in my back pocket and pulled it out. it was Alicia! "one sec i gotta tack this i said pressing talk and putting the phone up to my ear. Harry sighed as i walked down the hallway and into the guest bathroom.

"Hello?" i said down the phone "hey Kendra i just wanted you to know we lost more fans over the last week." Alicia reminded me "i know! you've been calling me every second day to tell me! I get it ok! I'm hurting people and i know that just give me sometime!" i yelled "i would if i could but unfortunately the fans don't care and you won't be able to sell this next album"

"I know" i said placing my hand on my forehead in frustration. "i have kids with that man you know...Jady is gonna be crushed-" Alicia cut me off "i told you the fans don't care! unless you say good bye to Harold your not making any money and neither is One Direction. think of who your effecting!"

"I AM!" i screamed. tiered of hearing her say that! "I'm thinking of my kids! Thinking of Harry! think if my self! you keep telling me whats gonna happen if i don't break up with Harry but what about when i do? my kids are gonna hate me! My friends are gonna hate me!" i yelled. Alicia sighed "fine if you want to lose all your fans thats fine with me! you'll just be another has-been"

I couldn't take it anymore. i hung up my phone and walked out of the bathroom

"Harry?!" i yelled walking into the living room "I'm out back!" he yelled. i walked over to the patio door and walked outside into the warm summer air.

I gasped at the sight. the water was glowing with floating candles and the hedges around our back yard were shining with lights. there were two chair set out on the other side of the pool.

"Harry" i smiled. "how did you do all this? You were gone all day?" i asked surprised "Louis knows a guy" he shrugged. i smiled as i sat down in one if the chairs

"Wine?" Harry offered pulling out the bottle sitting in the bucket full of ice "yes please" i smile as he grabbed the two wineglasses and poured each half full.

"Awww" i sighed as i took a sip of my drink "this is nice." i smiled. "I'm so busy and it's nice to just...relax" i sighed again "well...help you relax" harry smiled putting his glass down and walking towards me.

he picked up one of my feet, took off y flip-flop and started rubbing my foot. I smiled at him as i sat more back in my chair, closed my eyes and relaxed.

Then i felt something squishy on my foot and i turned my head towards Harry who was kissing up my ankle and leg until about my knee. then he looked up at me with his soft green eyes. he slowly moved towards me more until our lips met. when he pulled a way i but my kips resisting the urge to crush my lips into his and get that kiss that makes my head spin.

But Harry just smiled and back away. "come 'ere" he smiled, grabbing my hand and pulling me off my chair. he lead my out a bit closer to the water and reached in his back pocket. he pulled out a ring and got down on one knee.

I stood their, wide-eyes in shock

"No" i whispered to myself so only i could hear it "Kendra" he started "Harry please" i begged "you have made me so happy"

"Harry don't" i dragged again "and i can't imagine my life with out you"

"Harry" i whispered

"Will you marry me?" he asked

Shit!

I just stood their looking down at him "well?" he asked nervously but i didn't say anything. i just looked up and looked up so i didn't have to look at his breaking heart "Kendra?" he asked worried lowering his hand that was hold the ring up.

"Harry i-" i cut my self off. i didn't know what i was suppose to say!

"Harry i can't marry you because my mangier said i have to leave you so I can keep some lousy fans"?! how stupid would that sound

But i can't except! After all we worked for to get where we are in our carrier! after all Harry and the boys have worked for! I can't throw that away!

"I can't except." i sighed "w-w-why?" he asked shocked. "I'm just not-" i cut myself off. i looked down as tears built in my eyes but i fought them back. "I'm just not ready" i lied.

Harry sat there "please...don't" he begged "I-I'm sorry Harry" i stuttered trying to fight my tears back but they kept getting stronger "please?" he begged again as a tear rolled down his cheek. "i'm sorry" i said shaking my head.

It hurt to see him breaking like that. he looked so...so crushed.

I somehow found the strength to turn around and walk inside. i squeezed my eyelids together as my tears started to flow. i closed the patio door behind me and the curtains so Harry wouldn't see me cry.

I turned around and saw Jady, Jenna, Henry and Lilly sitting in the living room. "Kendra whats wrong?" Jenna asked noticing my tears "nothing...i just need some time alone" i cried and then ran towards the stairs and up to my room "Mom!" Jady yelled after me, worried.

When i reached my room i grabbed my suit case and started throwing clothes in there. i couldn't stay here! i had to leave for a little while. I'll only go back to Saskatchewan for a bit and the girls will follow we'll continue our carriers in Canada, the kids can live with Harry and everything turns out just fine!

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I wiped my tears and grabbed a piece of paper and started writing

Harry,

I'm sorry i have to go. please don't follow me or try to contact me because it will be useless. I can't explain because it's beyond my understanding! Please don't ve mad or upset and don't blame this on anyone but me

I couldn't sign my name. I couldn't approve the message even though i wrote it! I tied my hardest not to cry on the note but i did anyway. i couldn't hold them back.

I placed the note on my bed , grabbed my suitcase and walked out my balcony doors and down the fire escape so no one would see me.

I jumped in my car and quickly drive away