Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 47 Stay with me

Harry's P.O.V.

i ran through the front patio door.

"Kendra!" i yelled hopping she would be sitting on the couch or something. but she wasn't there. "Kendra!" I yelled again no sign of her. i walked up the stair up to the loft. then i turned down the hall way. "Kendra!" i yelled hopping she would reply. nope! i walked down the hall and up the staircase and into the sitting room but she wasn't there either! "god damn it! why does there have to be so many rooms in this house!" i walked over to the first room hoping it was hers. but she wasn't there.

I had this strange feeling when i walked into the room though. the bed wasn't made and the drawers to the night stand were open. there were clothes and tissues all over the place and the curtains to the balcony doors were closed.

i slowly walked over to the night stand and closed the drawers. i propped up the fallen over lamp and i threw off all the tissues to reveal three things. an alarm clock, a smashed phone and a picture frame that was facing down.

I picked up the picture frame. the glass was smashed so only a few prices of sharp glass were along the sides. the picture was wrinkled and scratched and faded and folded but somehow the image was clear. it was a picture of me and Kendra when we were young. she kept it after all these years! she kept it!

Just then i heard some shuffling from the bathroom. the door was closed but i knew it was Kendra inside.

I slowly walked over to the door and lightly knocked on it "Kendra...c-can i come in?" i asked. there was no sound. "Kendra" i said again. then i reached for the door nob and slowly turned it. "Kendra" i asked poking my head in.

There she was sitting on the closed toilet seat. her hair messy. tears dripping down her face. then my eyes were drawn to the scarlet red liquid dripping off her wrists and onto the floor that had already collected in a puddle.

"Kendra!" i yelled running to her side. I grabbed the hand towel hanging on the wall and placed it on her wrists.

I looked up at her as her head started to drop and her eyes started to close. "Hey!" i yelled "hey. hey. hey. hey" i yelled lightly hitting her face with my hand. "you gotta stay with me ok! stay with me! don't close your eyes! don't go!" i yelled.

"harry" she breathed out "what?" i asked in panic " let me die" she whispered. i froze in shock. I looked up at her "I'm not gonna do that" i whispered "I'm not gonna loose you for good" i looked into her beautiful eyes just thinking of all the things that i did make her do this!

Then her head started to drop and her eyes closed again. "hey!" i yelled grabbing her chin with my right hand as my left kept pressure on her cuts. Her eyes shot open "stay with me!" i yelled again.

then i reached into my back pocket to pulled out my phone but

Shit! i left it in the car!

"Ok! stay awake and-and keep pressure on that!" i yelled standing up from my kneeling position.

I ran out of the bathroom and over to the night stand. i grabbed the phone and dialled 911, leaving blood on the screen.

"nine one one! whats you emergency!" Said a lady on the other end "hi! my friend has cut her wrists and-and she's lost a lot of blood! shes almost passing out!" i yelled quickly "ok...are you with her?" the lady asked "yes!" i yelled running back into the bathroom to see Kendra's head dropping again.

"hey! stay awake! Stay awake!" i yelled hitting her shoulder.

"Sir! are you still there?" the lady asked "yah! yah! I'm here!" i yelled "ok. whats the address?"

"Umm" i thought for a minuet and looked away.

then from the corner of my eye i could see Kendra going out again. "Kendra! Kendra! Kendra!" i yelled and her head shot up "keep your eyes on me ok! Don't close your eyes!" I yelled

"Sir" the lady said again "yah!" i yelled making sure not to take my eyes of Kendra "whats the address?" she asked again "uhhh..." i thought "umm" i couldn't think of it!

then. it hit me! "one eighty-seven Cherry Tree Lane!" i yelled.

"Ok. the ambulance is on its way" and the line went dead. I tucked the phone in my back pocket.

"Ok" i said to myself. "ok" i said again not quiet knowing what to do.

I looked up at Kendra again and saw her eye lids falling but then she forced them open. her face was bloody from where i touched her.

I looked down at her wrists. my hands were painted red and the once white towel was a bright scarlet colour now.

"Harry" Kendra forced out "yah! yah I'm here!" i said as my head shot up "the walls" he whispered"are closing in on me" she said as her head began to drop again. "No!" i yelled placing my left hand on her cheek, smearing blood over her skin and lifting up her head. "your not gonna go! your not gonna leave me!" i said as tears began to form in my eyes "don't leave me!" i cried.

"Ok" i said wiping my tears with my left hand leaving blood on my face. "we're gonna get you downstairs" i said standing up.

I picked her up bridal style and walked out of the bathroom. i looked down and saw her eyes were closed "no!" i screamed jumping up causing her eyes to open again,

Then i heard sirens!

Finally!

I placed Kendra on the bed "Stay awake! i promise i can make this better if you just stay awake!" I yelled and then ran out if the room and down the stairs.

"we're up here!" i yelled running down the hall way as fast as i could. "we're up here!" i yelled again as to paramedics ran up the stairs.

I ran back down the hall way and up the stairs and in the room. "here!" i yelled grabbing her wrists again and making sure she didn't close her eyes.

The paramedics ran in with a stretcher and lifted her up and then rushed out if the room. i followed them all the way outside.

"Sir. your gonna have to come with us in the ambulance"