Chasing Dreams: part of the Chasing Forever series: Book 4

Chapter 10 Can't keep it anymorw

Two days before

Jenna's P.O.V.

"Louis" i whispered "hm?" he mumbled back

It's been five days since he first asked me about the "thing"...it'a been five days since i first lied to him...i've been lying to him for five days...he keeps asking me "Jenna, whats bothering you?!" and "Jenna are you ok?!" and "Jenna are you keeping something from me?!" and every time i told him "on" but every time i lied. something is bothering me! I'm not ok! i am keeping something your Louis! AND
IT'S KILLING ME! But every time he asked me this i talk myself out of telling him!

"Oh...nothing" i mumbled doing it again! Talking myself out of it

"Jenna" Louis mumbled "what?" i asked "stop it" he said with his eyes closed "stop what?" i asked confused "lying to me!" he whisper yelled sitting up "i'm not-" he cut me off "yes you are!" he yelled "somethings wrong! Now what is it?!" he yelled.

It's now or never!

I sighed "it's nothing big really...just...Michelle" i explained "what about her?" he asked. i sighed again

"a long time ago...don't freak out!" i yelled realizing Louis would if i straight up told him "i won't" he nodded "promise!" I said raising my eyebrows. Louis sighed "louis!" i yelled "fine! i promos i won't freak out" he gave me his word "good!" i smiled

"Ok...so...a LONG time ago...Harry kissed Michelle" i said the last part fast but to my surprise the room went silent "how long are we talking about?" Lou asked raising his right eyebrow. "seven years ago" i explained quickly "NIALL AND MICHELLE WERE MARRIED?!" Louis screamed.

He would have went on but i pounced on him, pushing him back on the bed and covering his mouth with my hand and landing on top of him.

"You promised!" I yelled with my had still over his mouth "now i do 't trust you! so i'm gonna stay like this to tell you the rest" i explained to him seriously. louis's eyes changed from shock to an "yeah yeah ok ok" look and then to a "What?! there's more?!" look

"Ok...now the other day...Harry kissed her again" i explained quickly again. "HMMMM?!" Louis screamed through my hand

"Louis! calm down!" i yelled "HM FUF FUF FUF HIF!" He screamed through my hand! "FIF A FIE KI HMM UM FOE-" i cut him off "LOUIS!" i screamed. he shuit up!

"First of all you sound like a total idiot! second of all i can't understand a word your saying so stop!" i yelled

There was silence

"Good!" i didn't smiled this time. just nodded as i said it. "Ok..." i sighed and took my hand off of Lou's mouths "i said! 'If i get my hands on-'" i cut him off again "i don't care what you said!" i yelled

We both sighed and laid in our original stops.

"Louis...you have to promise me you won't say anything" i whispered "well i can't just-" i cut him off again "louis!" i yelled "please!" i begged.

there was a moment of silence

"fine" he caved! "seriously?" i said looking over at him and raising my eye brows... Not believing him. "yes...i promise i won't say anything unless i absolutely have to" he smiled at me "no! not even! don't ever say anything about it! understand!" i yelled "ok!" Louis said sitting up and putting his hands in the air.

there was more silence "say it!" i said eyeing him down "fine...i promise i won't ever say anything to Niall about this" he promised "no! not anyone! ever! not any of the boys! not Harry! not Michelle! No one can know you know about it!" i yelled "Fine!" he yelled annoyed "i promise i will never tell a soul anything about what you just told me" he said putting his right hand on his heart. "good" i smiled and nodded. "good" Louis sighed lying back dowm

Louis's P.O.V.

day one.

Eat. eat. eat.

Day two.

Eat. eat. eat.

Day three

Eat. eat. eat.

Your probably wondering what i'm eating...well...nothing...it's the "Thing"; i guess that's what most people are calling it, thats eating me! not literally but i can't stop thinking about it! everyday i see Michelle, Harry and Niall! how am i bot suppose to think about it?!

THAT'S IT! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

I stormed out of my room, down the hall, down stairs and into the living room with everyone else.

"Where's Niall?!" i asked. well i more like yelled it "in the kitchen...where he always is" Sophia laughed.

Hey! Sophia's here! When did she get here?! Never mind! i have more pressing matters to worry about!

"Thank you!" i nodded like Jenna does all the time walked into the kitchen.

"Niall!" i yelled locking the door behind me "what?!" he yelled back slamming the fridge door closed. "i have to tell you something!" i yelled walking towards him "oh! what is it?" he mumbled disappointedly and tuning around and opening the fridge door again "seriously!" I yelled pushing the door shut in his face with one hand "i have to tell you something" i repeated but this time more seriously. now Niall knew i was serious and walked over to the table and sat down

"What is it?!" he asked "ok well...i don't see anyway to beat-around-the-bush here so i'm just gonna come right out and say it." i explained "ok" Niall said getting worried. "ok" i repeated taking a deep breath "Harry kissed Michelle "i explained. Niall let out a little laughed

"very funnyLouis! I thought you grew out of that practical joke faze but i guess you still have it in you!" he laughed "Niall! this isn't a joke!" i yelled "seven years ago Harry kissed Michelle and then just the other day he kissed her again" i explained "HaHaHa! Louis! you can stop now! i already said it was funny! i don't need to get depressed!" he laughed standing up "Niall! this isn't a joke! i'll prove it! Ask me a question i would only know if this was true" i explained "ok...i'll play along..."

"how do you know about this "kiss"?!" He asked crossing his arms. I sighed "Jenna told me...Kendra told Jenna and Kendra witnessed the kiss" i explained. Niall looked at me funny...like he was caving in. "Ok...I'll ask you another one...who all know about this?" he asked. i sighed again and then answered "well...obviously Harry, Michelle, Kendra, Jenna and me and i think Emma, Aria and Allie know" i explained. Niall sighed and looked confused "you can ask them if you want...they'll back me up...tell you it's true" i said "no. thats fine...i believe you" he said not changing his expression. "you do?!" i said happily

"Oh!...I'm sorry Niall" i said realizing what i just did "don't be...i just...i don't believe this" he sighed "Niall...it's ok...we can all work this out" i said comfortingly "I don't believe this!" he yelled a bit louder "now Niall...Don't get mad!" I said calmly "I don't believe this!" he yelled "Niall! theres not need for that!" i yelled at him "I DON'T BELIEVE THIS!" he screamed and stormed out of the kitchen and into the living room. "Niall?!" i heard Michelle say confused "Niall!" I yelled running into the living room.

Liam was lying on the floor at the bottom of the stairs with Sophia next to him. Kendra, Jenna, Michelle and Zayn were stood by the couch and Niall stormed upstairs ignoring everyone.

"What happened?!" Michelle asked confused. Jenna sent me a death glare knowing what i did. "Louis! what the hell happened?!" Michelle yelled angrily "nothing! Never mind! what the hell happened in here?!" I asked looking at Liam.

"Long story" Liam said sitting up, grunting a bit. "Ooookkk....?"