i have endured. [the story of nobody at all]

the reason that i cry every night.

you are the reason that i cry every single night and you have never found your way out of my mind.

all the children are insane, waiting for the summer rain. recreational, the ancient lake is calling us.

"unfortunately she just does not care anymore. maybe she never did at all. i do know for fact that i am not even scared anymore. i know exactly what it is i have to do because i am no one and nothing.

don't even spare me a passing glance.

i am not worthy of such things. just watch how easy it is going to be for me to throw everything away.

all of the everything that is truly nothing at all ever, let alone in the end.

this is the end, my only friend

the end. "

unfortunately my life does not mean a fucking thing at all and every single person in this useless world is turning away to prove me right.

i fill the empty space with my sorrow, that which i feel over whom i have lost. i miss her every single day.

every single

day.