i have endured. [the story of nobody at all]

purposeless.

do you know how it feels? to not be wanted at all.

by anyone

at all.

i find it very difficult to cope with this reality, but i wake up and face it every day.
why?

if i am not wanted. if no one wants me. if nothing changes.

why do i keep waking up?

what is my purpose?

do i even have a purpose at all?

i have become so tired.

i cannot quite handle these things as i once could.

i do not even know who i am. who am i?

who is that even? please inform me.

someone, please. someone tell me

something.

anything at all.

i would like to hope that things will be okay tomorrow. but i know they won't.

she will still be gone. everyone will still be gone.

and soon,

i'll be gone too.