i have endured. [the story of nobody at all]

agonizing pain in my fucking soul.

unfortunately, i find myself trapped in her shadow, contained within this darkness that i cannot escape.

i can't see a thing. i would like to be able to look around and see something, find some familiar imagery at least, but nothing.

she has left me here with nothing at all. would you like to hear about my day, person that is not there? okay.

"i live now in a world of ghosts, a prisoner in my dreams."

i grow tired of feeling this way. last night i was going to end my life. i did not because i was afraid that it would not work, that i would be left more

damaged
or less
myself.

although, i feel as though i am not myself, in the slightest. any longer.