Please read this, it's important. And kinda bordering on a vent

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Can I be honest with everyone here? For just a second?

I, don't know how much longer I can post. Like one-shots and other stories. I don't know how.

Now, you may be wondering, why is this? Well it's plain and simple, I'm just not motivated. Sure I get many ideas, and I'm happy to make them! But it just feels, like almost none of you are happy I make them. It just few like you read, and then vote and then leave. And honestly? It's very demotivating.

I know I should write for myself, and I also know you guys love what I make! It just-just doesn't feel like you do.

I published something I really love, it's long and I've worked hard on it. I hope to at least get told once that it was at least ok. And nothing, not a single word. Sure it has a lot of votes, and I'm happy for that! But, words mean more then invisible actions in my opinion. I don't feel like doing anything when I won't know if people liked it or not.

And the worst part is that I feel horrible for making this, because I know you guys actually like what I do! And I feel like I'm up here being so ungrateful for all you've done to me, and for me. But I just can't lie as to why I'm leaving for a bit.

I'm leaving because I have little to no motivation to continue at the moment. I'll give every HC book I have a different "talk". They will all have the same start, but the'll differ after this. No need to hold back anymore, let's do it.

Oh, what to say, what to say. I'll start with that I know (or at least hope) you guys like what I do. If you don't, then I'm thankful you at least looked at what I've done. I couldn't possibly ever dream of being here if it weren't for any of you guys! But I just wonder why you guys never comment anymore? People who I know commented at least a bit have just stopped doing it. And I just have to ask; did I do something wrong? Did I accidentally hurt someone?

Because it just feels like a switch was flicked when I took my 2 week break, like I just suddenly wasn't worth commenting on. Did my stories suck? Or do did I once again do something wrong? I really want to know.

And to finish this all if I have a few things to say: I love each and everyone here, everyone who's ever commented, voted or just look at a chapter I love you all. And I'm so sorry for just leaving you now (it's only temporary, so I'll be back eventually) but I just can't continue like this at the moment.

I hope you all have wonderful days and lives. I Love you all, so have a wonderful time everyone!

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