Hermitcraft one-shots

Vent

Isn't it fun?

To contemplate your entire life in seconds to come to the same conclusion over and over? To feel like there was no real reason to even try to fight back. Because why should you fight back? Your life's perfect, a nice family, good friends and someone who truly loves you.

Perfect... on the surface at least. But deep down it's not so nice.

You never want to go on vacation so they never ask you for ideas, and when they plan anything your not aloud to but in your own two cents because "you always say no to these kinds of stuff!"

Do you have any choice in all of this? Do you get berated when you read or watch something and laugh and get told to shut up. Do you ever get yelled at for not putting back the ketchup back in the fridge even though that was your sisters job?

Do you... do you feel like you play second fiddle to your sister? Like she's the one they care about more?

She might be younger then you but that doesn't mean she's innocent! I have chores like anyone else, and she sits on her entitled ass and uses her iPad and phone.

Maybe try looking at what your doing through someone else's eyes, bitch! See how it looks when you cry because you don't like the food you wanted! See how pathetic you look!

Oh no you can't because your to busy crying over having nothing to do since your phone ran out of battery!

What gives you the right you son of a bitch?! What?! Tell me why you deserve what you have! Because I'd be impressed if you could name one valid reason as to why!

You should be happy I'm not one for violence or your face would just be one ugly bruise, that wouldn't look to good with your hot pink outfit now would it?

Have you ever told your parents to not do something because you don't want to, because your afraid.

Oh I can't say "Oh god" but you can say "Fucking shit!"? What kinda messed up logic is that?

And don't even get me started on when we're both mad at each other
, but then in the morning you're acting as if nothing had happened as if we where fine. And it I can't bring myself to be mad at them, because they aren't mad anymore so I should be fine!

You know, I've been asked why I speak and write so much English. And that's because I have always watched English YouTubers, and because it's the main language on the internet. Then they ask why I'm on the internet and I always want to say "Because it's better then IRL, there I have friends who are willing to listen to me and not yell at me just because I didn't try hard enough to comfort them! Because they don't threaten to end there lives just because I fell out of love with them! Maybe it's because they actually care about me! Have you tried thinking it's because they care about me even if I'm a complete stranger to them?" But I instead answer, "Because I have friends that I like talking to"

I'm always the one they come to, the one they vent and speak there ideas to. But when I tried to do it I'm left in the dust, left with no one to talk to. I can't just stop being a pillar just because I'm not feeling 100% that day, I'd never forgive myself if I did.

So instead of saying no, I lie. Lie about a birthday party, about having to pick up my sister from school, that I have to go make food for my sister since our parents will be home late. I hate that I do it, but I just can't stop.

I like the rain, it can either be a companion gently reminding me that I'm not alone. Or a beautiful force of nature beckoning me to stay inside and listen to soft jazz. It's cool and calming, soft but firm. It doesn't judge what you do, it still treats you the same.

Love was something I hadn't really considered until about a month ago, and now I don't know what I wouldn't do without my Stardust. My beauty of a love I'm bound from seeing, but who's love I'm still lucky enough to have. My star who is so stunning not even the rays of day could stop her from shining.

And to anyone out there, I'd recommend finding some to love, platonic or romantic it's nice to love someone and have them feel the same.

In just over a month my life has made a turn for the better. I entered this wonderful community and have made friends, stories, art, and I got a love I wouldn't leave for the world.

So thank you all for everything, I can truly not tell you all how happy I am to have have meet you all. Without you all I wouldn't know where I would be, probably stuck writing Marvel one-shots I didn't like.

I hope I can write and draw for you all for as long as I can.

And before I leave I would like to give a piece of advice, or many pieces of advice.

Just because your in a bad spot now doesn't mean you'll be in the future. Think of it like the weather, it might be scorching hot now, but tomorrow it might be perfectly cool but still sun. As long as you have patience and wait everything will turn out okay.

And your all familiar with the question "Is the glass half empty or half full?" And I like to say, why not both? It doesn't matter what it is, and more what you choose to do with it. Do you fill it up and get yourself a full glass of water? Or do you drink the water and get an empty glass? The glass is just a glass with water until you choose to do something with it. So don't let others tell you what to do or how to see something, choose for yourself.

Sorry for dumping this on y'all, I just need to get this of my chest and this was the only way I could think of doing it. I hope you luv's don't mind.

I hope you all have a wonderful day/night and that your future is filled with joy and happy memories, stay safe y'all