Sanders Sides Oneshots

--~Panic~--

(Got this from a fuckin uhhhhhhhh-)

(TikToker called @ killian.cipher)

(Yeah, I got permission)

Everybody gets panic attacks sometimes.

And despite his best attempts to hide his own, so does Logan.

He doesn't get them very often but definitely more than Roman, Remus, Patton, and Deceit.

He's done well keeping his attacks to himself so the other sides don't worry.

Until today.

~•~•~

Thomas had called the sides all up to discuss future plans with them.

Logan was getting more and more stressed out by the minute.

"So, we'll need to make plans for the best way to go about our life after the wedding. Maybe we'll try a bit harder to find a boyfriend?" Thomas says. Roman jumps.

"Yes! Yes! Obviously, that is the best way to go!" He says happily. Logan looks at him.

"Or maybe we could instead get a job to support ourselves more." Logan sighs out. Roman rolls his eyes.

"Logan, we already have a job. We don't need another one." He says. "Does anybody here have any helpful input?"

Logan purses his lips and looks away, telling himself that he's joking. He stops paying attention soon after. He figures that nobody needs his input anymore.

He's about to sink out when Virgil catches his attention.

"Logan! Pay attention. We need you to set deadlines." Logan jumps and nods, fixing his hair.

"Logan? Are you okay? You're sweating really badly." Thomas points out. Logan summons a notepad before wiping his forehead. He gives a shaky sigh and nods.

"Yes, I am alright. What deadlines do I need to set?" He asks. Thomas purses his lips.

"I need to make a new Sanders Sides video, that should be first," Thomas says. Logan thinks for a moment.

"One week," Logan says.

'Really, Logan? That early? He won't be able to get that done by then.' Logan thinks. He curses to himself.

"Wait, no... No, take a month. Wait, too long. Three weeks." Logan says, scribbling something out on his notepad and writing something else down.

"Are you sure you're okay, Logan? You usually trust your first deadline time." Roman says.

"I am fine. Completely fine. What's next?" He asks. Thomas raises an eyebrow.

"Next, you tell us what's wrong," Thomas says. Logan repeats the sentence quietly before processing it and quickly looking up at them.

"What?" He asks, blanking. Virgil sighs.

"See, you're processing slower than usual. What's wrong?" Virgil asks. Logan freezes up.

"I'm... I am not... I am not processing slower. I am processing fine. I am completely fine. I do not need help. I am fine." Logan gets quieter by the second, looking around at the floor, anxious.

"Logan?" Virgil says, stepping a bit closer. Logan instantly takes a step away.

Logan opens his mouth to speak but finds that he can't. He feels his breath get stuck in his throat.

Logan backs up against the wall, pulling at his tie desperately.

"Logan?! Logan, you're okay." Virgil gets closer to him, as does Patton, Roman, and Thomas.

Logan takes panicked breaths, sinking to the ground and pulling at his hair.

"Logan, deep breaths. Can I touch your arm?" Virgil asks softly. Logan shakes his head rapidly, surprising Virgil a bit. "O...kay. Okay, I won't. Just... Listen to my breathing, okay?"

He tries to focus but finds he can't, panicking him even more. He shakes his head, covering his ears.

"I can't... I can't... I can't..." He whispers repeatedly. Virgil looks around at the others.

"I've never had anyone tell me not to touch them. This is going to be much more difficult than I thought." He says. Thomas looks at them.

"I'm s-sorry..." Logan says quietly, taking shaky and uneven breaths. Virgil looks back at him.

"No, Logan, it isn't your fault. It's okay." Virgil says, restraining himself from putting a comforting hand on Logan's shoulder so he doesn't upset him more.

"It is... I'm m-making th-things... Things h-harder..." Logan pushes his face into his legs, his glasses close to falling off.

"No, you aren't. My comment was unneeded. I'm sorry about that. Everyone deals with these types of things differently. For example, Patton always wants hugs and cuddles when he's like this but Deceit pushes himself into a corner and hisses at anyone who comes near him." Virgil says. Logan slowly looks back up at Virgil, his breathing still slightly laboured but he seemed to be calming down.

Logan adjusts his glasses and gulps looking at everyone.

"I apologize," Logan says quietly, looking down. Thomas shakes his head.

"It isn't your fault, Logan. Panic attacks happen at the most random times." He says. Logan sighs.

"Yes, but I try to keep my emotional status from you and I have failed." He responds.

"Logan, you know that you can come to us at any point. We don't mind helping our favourite logical side!" Patton says, giggling softly. Logan looks up at Patton in shock and smiles softly before reluctantly hugging onto Patton.

Patton is shocked for a moment before hugging him back.

~•~•~

After everything that happened, Thomas decided to give everyone a three-day break to get the sides to relax.

It worked.

Most of the time during the break, the sides were all cuddled up on the couch, including Deceit and Remus, binge-watching Disney movies.

Then, Patton would get up and go make the meal, humming along to the music as he did, and they would all eat on the couch.

It was a great 3 days and they can't help but say that they were a bit disappointed when it ended.

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