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(And of fucking course its intruloceit what else did you expect from me-)
Tw. Talk of rape, crying, u!Patton and a bit of u!Virgil, and Roman
The next day, Logan dresses in a big hoodie and jeans, not wanting anyone to see him.
Patton barely glances at Logan all day, making Logan feel bad about overreacting.
He wants to talk to Patton but every time he wants to, he finds himself unable to.
Janus and Remus find themselves worried when Logan skips that night's Movie Night for the first time in a while. They confront the others about it but they just shrug it off, saying he probably just got busy.
However, the darker sides don't buy it. They skip the Movie Night as well, going to Logan's room to see what's wrong.
When they get to his room, they're about to knock when they hear him sobbing inside.
Remus and Janus instantly rush into his room to find Logan curled up under his blankets, sobbing into his hoodie sleeves.
The darker sides approach his bed, sitting on the floor next to him.
"Logan...?" Janus asks softly. Logan jumps, eyes flying open as he scrambles back.
"Wh-what are you d-doing here?" Logan whimpers, keeping his legs up to his chest.
"We're checking if you're okay. It would seem that... You aren't." Janus continues. Logan looks away, rubbing the tears out of his eyes.
"I-I'm fine." He says. Remus scoffs.
"Logan, we just found you curled up in your bed, crying into the hoodie that Patton gave you." He says. Logan doesn't respond.
"What's wrong? What happened with you and Patton?" Janus asks. Logan lets out a sob, burying his head in his hands. Janus and Remus instantly move onto the bed, Janus placing a hand on Logan's shoulder.
However, Logan just flinches away, making Janus pull his hand back slightly.
"Pl-please... D-don't touch m-me..." Logan says quietly. Janus hesitates before nodding.
"What happened, Logan?" Janus asks softly. Logan is silent for a moment before he responds.
"L-last night... P-Patton came to m-my room and said th-that he thought we sh-should take our r-relationship to the n-next level..." Logan says shakily. "I-I said I d-didn't want to s-so he t-told me... Th-that sometimes... Y-you have to st-step out of your c-comfort zone to m-make your p-partner happy..." Janus and Remus look at each other instantly before looking back at Logan.
"What happened then...?" Janus asks quietly. Logan takes a breath.
"Th-then... I ag-agreed to..." Logan trails off before taking a shaky breath again and continuing. "H-have... S-sex with h-him... S-so he..." Logan trails off again before letting out a sob again, hugging his knees to his chest. "I-it hurt s-so much b-but h-he wouldn't s-stop! I-I t-tried to p-push him a-away b-but h-he... H-he k-kept going..." Logan sobs out, curling in on himself.
Janus glances at Remus before speaking up.
"Logan, can I hug you?" He asks softly. Logan hesitates before nodding. Janus pulls Logan into a hug, rubbing circles on his back. "It'll be okay. We won't let that happen ever again." Janus nods at Remus, who gets up and leaves. Logan hiccups before continuing.
"I-I was c-crying a-after and P-Patton t-tried to wipe m-my tears a-away but I fl-flinched away o-on a-accident a-and he got m-mad at me..." Logan whispers.
"Fine. Be like that. Don't talk to me until you realize this is a two-way thing."
Janus purses his lips, looking at the door before going back to Logan.
"It's okay. It wasn't your fault. Patton did something you were uncomfortable with-" Logan suddenly cuts Janus off.
"B-but he s-said that you h-have t-to step o-out of your c-comfort zone t-to m-make your p-partner h-happy..." He says quietly. Logan hesitates before continuing. "I-if th-that's true... Wh-why do I f-feel s-so... V-violated...?"
"Because he lied. You shouldn't have to do anything that makes you uncomfortable even if it makes your partner happy." Janus says. Janus hugs him closer, his other arms appearing to help comfort him. Logan lets out a sob, gripping onto Janus' shirt.
"Wh-why... Would h-he lie t-to m-me...?" Logan sobs out. Janus hesitates, not wanting to tell him the truth. However, he knows he has to.
"Because... He doesn't love you, Logan. He's using you." Janus says, as gently as possible. Logan lets out another sob. "It's gonna be okay. You don't need him to love you. Other people can love you even better than he can."
Suddenly, the door is pushed open. Logan and Janus instantly look up to see Remus pushing Patton into the room. Logan instantly looks away, giving another small sob.
When Patton sees Logan, he tries rushing over to hug him. However, as soon as he gets close, one of Janus' arms shoots out and stops him. Patton looks up at Janus in confusion. Janus stares right back in anger before hissing at him.
"You're going to keep me away from hugging my crying boyfriend?!" Patton shouts. Logan instantly covers his ears, sobbing.
"Yes, I am. Because you did something that he was uncomfortable with. And even with consent, if he deliberately tells you to stop and you don't, that's when it becomes rape. You raped him, Patton, and now you don't get to be alone in the same room with him. Let alone touch him while he's crying." Janus snaps.
"Really? You can't do that. He loves me." Patton states. Before Janus can respond, Logan speaks up.
"But you don't l-love me!" He cries. Patton stares at him.
"Love-" Before Patton can even start, Logan cuts him off.
"Don't c-call me that." He says sharply. Patton is taken aback.
"... Logan, where did you get that idea...?" Patton asks softly.
"B-because Janus t-told me," Logan says. "H-he told m-me you lied and th-that you d-don't l-love me." Patton scoffs.
"And you believed him?" Patton asks. Janus glares.
"Of course he believed me. I didn't force him to have sex." He snaps. Remus groans.
"Patton, we had an agreement. I said you would come in here and apologize and then leave." He says. Patton glares at him.
"I did not agree with that." He snaps.
"And I did not give you a choice in that matter," Remus responds. Patton lets out a heavy sigh before turning back to Logan and Janus.
"Logan, I'm sorry," Patton says. Logan doesn't respond so Janus speaks up.
"You're lying." He says. Patton throws his hands out.
"Okay, I'm not sorry! I don't know how you expect me to apologize for this!" He says. Before Janus can speak up, Logan speaks.
"Get... Out..." He snaps, voice still shaking slightly. Patton stares at him before sighing and leaving.
As soon as the door closes, Logan breaks down again, hanging onto Janus' shirt even tighter, if possible.
Remus joins the hug instantly, surrounding Logan in warmth and security.
"It's okay. You're safe now."
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