There's No Way

I Missed You

[Smut Warning]

[Camila's POV]

A month. An entire month since what we've been referring to as "the incident" took place and we have yet to have sex again. And yes, it was killing me. I had tried a couple of times to subtly imply that I wanted him but he always brushed it off. I understood that he was scared to hurt me again, but I was extremely sexually frustrated and even more determined.

As I got ready for bed, I glanced through the crack of the bathroom door to see him sitting on the bed - his back propped up against the headboard as he scrolled through his phone. Deciding to take this as an opportunity to heat things up, I slid off the pajama pants I had just slipped on moments prior, leaving me in one of Shawn's t-shirts and a pair of lacy navy blue panties. I lathered my legs with some vanilla scented lotion and lightly tousled my curls with my fingers before pushing the door open and slowly walking through the bedroom over to his side of the bed. His eyes stayed glued to his phone but were quickly brought up to me as I swung my leg over his lap, successfully straddling him.

"Hi," he whispered shyly as a soft smile crept up onto his lips. I responded back by echoing his shy 'hi' as my fingers wound themselves into his curls. I leaned in and softly pressed my lips against his, letting out a quiet whimper as his hands dropped the cell phone they had been holding and moved to grasp my hips. I pulled my lips away from the kiss just briefly, our eyes still closed and noses still brushing against one another.

"I need you," I whispered against his lips. I heard his breath catch in his throat as I slowly began rocking my hips against his, my breathing also becoming unsteady at the much needed friction.

"Camila, I..." he mumbled nervously. I moved my hands from his curls to his cheeks, bringing his face up to meet my eyes.

"I trust you and I love you. We're gonna be okay," I said as I brought my lips to his once more, this time with a fury of passion and heat. I began rocking my hips against him with a bit more pressure than before, moaning in delight as I felt the bulge in his sweatpants grow. I reached down and slipped one of my hands into his sweatpants, gently palming his hardening member over his underwear.

"I missed this..." I whispered breathily in his ear. His hands carefully caressed my thighs before moving back up to my hips to aide in my grinding once again. His hands left my hips only to slide up my sides and gently peel his old t-shirt off of my body. He stared at my bare torso in amazement for a brief moment before latching his lips onto my breasts, sharing a generous amount of licks, nibbles & sucks between the two.

I don't know if it was the fact that we had restrained ourselves for a whole month or what, but something about this felt different in a good way. I moaned happily as my body continued to be electrified by him. I was pushing myself down onto him as much as I could, hoping to create as much friction as possible. I was aching for him, I needed him.

Just as a quiet "baby..." left my lips in a desperate whimper, he grabbed me by the waist and gently placed me down onto the bed next to him, his kisses beginning to make their way from my lips to my hips.

"You have no idea how much I've been craving you," he mumbled huskily. I couldn't help but smile knowing that this month-long restraint wasn't necessarily enjoyable for him either. His eyes flashed up to mine as I replied, "I'm yours."

He smirked and took that as his cue to peel off the soaking wet panties that were still covering my sex. He wasted no time in dipping his head down and licking through my folds, a satisfied moan leaving my lips at the long awaited contact.

"I forgot how good you are at this..." I whimpered as he continued to expertly eat me out. Within minutes my hands were tangled into his hair, pressing his face into me as I rode out my orgasm on his tongue. Just as I had come down from my high, his face was hovering over mine. He leaned in and gently placed his lips against mine, letting me taste myself on his mouth. Just as he pulled away from this kiss, he slid his middle finger through my slick folds before pushing it in fully, a needy gasp escaping my lips.

"More," was all that I was able to get out. Luckily for me, it was enough for him to know what I needed. He added in his ring finger and began pumping them into me at the most delicious pace, his fingers curling and lovingly massaging my g-spot. It didn't take long before I was seeing stars as my second climax approached, a string of curses and his name being screamed from my plump lips. Shawn slowly pulled his fingers out of me, moaning in appreciation at the milky liquid that covered them before bringing them to his mouth to have another taste of me.

"God, you're so sexy," I moaned as I sat up and began to remove the clothing that was still covering him. The second his clothing had been discarded I was already swirling my tongue across his tip. I heard his breath hitch and happily took that as my cue to take him fully into my mouth, bobbing my head up and down his shaft as I worked to suck him off. When I started to feel like he was getting close, I pulled him out of my mouth with a 'pop' and laid back down on the bed, spreading my legs so my now dripping pussy would be on full display for him. He took a nervous breath before gently sliding his tip through my wet folds several times.

"Maybe you should be on top..." he suggested timidly. I sat up and cupped his face in my hands.

"I can do that...and don't be nervous, we're gonna be okay," I repeated as I moved to straddle him again. I hovered above him for a brief moment before reaching back and aligning his cock with my center. I let out a long, throaty moan as I lowered myself onto him. Nothing could ever make me feel as full and complete as he did, in every sense of the word. Taking a month long sex break ended up having more of an effect on us than we had anticipated - both of us needed a moment to adjust to the feeling of one another. I steadily began rocking my hips against his, throwing my head back in ecstasy as a wave of pleasure coursed through me, making itself known in a string of desperate moans. His hands grasped onto my hips, carefully guiding my small body up and down his large shaft. It didn't take long before riding him had successfully pushed me over the edge, my legs quivering as I felt my pussy walls clench down around his cock.

Before my orgasm had fully subsided, I was laying on my back as Shawn thrusted into me. I clutched onto his shoulder for dear life as I began seeing stars. His head was buried next to mine as he whispered sweet sentiments of love into my ear. The feeling of his release sent me over the edge one last time, my nails scratching down the length of his back as I screamed out his name. We laid silently in each other's arms as we tried to recover; both of us naked, sweaty & breathless.

"I missed you too, by the way..." Shawn said, repeating my sentiment from earlier when we were both still clothed. I smiled and leaned in to give him a sweet kiss.

"Let's agree to not do that whole 'no sex' thing ever again, deal?" I asked as I held my pinky finger out to him. He chuckled and wrapped his much larger pinky around mine.

"Deal."

A/N: Please consider this my formal apology for the emotional distress that the last 5 chapters may have put you through. Lol.