Your brother Kairi and you have always been in love with soccer. You quit 3 years ago due to an injury but still support your brother through managing his team. Passaic Valley high. Your invited to go on a 4 week tournament with the team. Only, ther...
⚠️WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONSISTS OF SENSETIVE TOPICS ⚠️
Chicago reminds of New York a little bit. Loud. Lots of lights and cars. When you arrive to the rooms you felt hellaaaaaaaa tired. You changed into pajamas and knocked out for a good couple hours.
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At around 6 you wake up to the sound of Amanda yelling.
Amanda: RILEYYYY get your lazy ass outta bed.
Riley: fuck you.
Amanda: we have to be at dinner in like 30 minutes.
Riley: I wanna skip. Fuck dinner.
Amanda: disrespect bomb-ass food one more time. See what happens. (You tell em girl Chicago NEVER disappoint)
Riley: ughh fine.
Amanda: just don't wear makeup.
Riley: well no I'm gonna wear makeup Amanda I look like a fucking pig without it.
Amanda looked up.
Amanda: wait you're serious??
Riley: dead ass I'm fugly😭
Amanda: girl if you don't stfu right now-
Riley: just nvm. get ready.
Amanda's dress:
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Your outfit:
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You really didn't wanna go. You suddenly just felt so tired. Not like the usual, happy Riley. You trudged to the mirror barley putting on makeup.
Riley: ughh my lips are so small, it's not even funny.
Amanda: girl what are you talking about your lips are just fine, even plump.
Amanda opened the door and walked out into the hall. You looked in the mirror one last time and felt weird. Uncomfortable, disgusted.
eww I'm so bloated. Wtf why are my calf's so small?
You grab your phone and walk out. You walk down the stairs once more where Mattia smiles at you.
Mattias pov: Damn she's gorgeous. Like always. But- she doesn't look happy. She looks sad. Why? Omg what happened? I walk up to her and place a kiss on her head.
Riley's POV: He places a kiss on the top of my head and has me look into his eyes.
Mattia: hey, what's wrong? Your sad.
I chuckled nervously not wanting him to know about it.
Riley: what? No I'm not. Come on I'm starving let's go eat.
I really wasn't. I don't want another carb in me.
When we got to the table Mattia pulled out a chair and had me sit, carefully pushing it back into place. Aww what a gentlemen🥺 everyone's laughing and talking while your just staring at the menu. Eyeing the nutrition facts. Damn why are there so much fucking carbs. Mattia must have noticed.
Mattia: Riley.
He looks serious.
Riley: hmm?
Mattia: are you sure your okay? Your acting really weird.
Riley: Mattia I'm fine. Stop worrying so much.
You tried talking and being engaged in the conversation but then your food came. Just a salad. With dressing and chicken. You sighed and picked up the fork. You looked at it with disgust, before putting it into your mouth. Chewing it slowly. You swallowed, tears in your eyes. You finished only half your salad, maybe a bit more. When you all got back to your rooms you immediately got changed into baggy clothing.
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(Minus shoes obviously) You layed down in bed and texted Maiya.
Mayia ❤️😚 Hey babe
Hi How you been? Good I guess We'll that's good How's Chicago? It's fine. Netflix is boring I miss you so much Same:( Well I know it's An hour later in NJ so goodnight maiya ❤️ Goodnight❤️ ————— You couldnt explain it but you felt so weird. Like something just clicked on your mind. All you knew was that you were starving. You could feel the fat forming on your body just sitting there. You felt disgusting. You thought of something. It would hurt but you needed to get the fat out. You quietly went out from your bed and out into the hall. Everyone was sleeping by this time. You paced down the hall trying to get there before changing your mind, until you stood in front of it. The bathroom. You didnt wanna use the one in your room because you would wake Amanda up. You slowly closed a bathroom stall and stood over the toilet. You kneeled down, a bit scared because you'd never done this before. You started breathing heavy and put your head down. At the same time feeling the food in your stomach made you feel sick. You took two fingers and put them in your mouth, pushing them further and further before you started to gag. You did this a few times before tears started to form in your eyes. You started feeling something come up and pushed back even farther before you quickly took them out and started to feel something fill your throat, feeling puke leave your body and drop into the water. You kept puking for a good 5 minutes until it finally stopped. You rested your forearms against the seat of the toilet and looked up panting, exhausted. You turned yourself around so your facing the bathroom door, your back against the seat. You start crying, still out of breath. You get up, and bring yourself to the mirror. You look really pale, sweat on your forehead. You look bad. You wipe your mouth and rise it with water from the sink. You slowly walk back to the room and crawl into your bed. Silently crying yourself to sleep...
This is a very senstive topic. I apologize for anyone who is/was going through anything similar to this topic. I love you guys thank you for all the reads❤️
