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Without her.

mattias POV:
I lay on her hospital bed shocked. My mouth still hanging wide open. I have never seen her like that before. It was horrifying. I don't think it was as bad as last night but it was a different feeling. I just kept hearing her screaming in my head. The sound of her body slapping the floor, as she fell. The commotion of nurses and beeping of machines. Its enough to drive you crazy. I touched the pillow Riley had. It brought flash backs.
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mattia: you have to wait

Riley: no

She rips the IV out of her left wrist before screaming in pain.

mattia: Riley!!
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I flinch in pain as I reimagine it. I place the pillow back down and grab the duffel bag with all her belongings. I walk out of the hospital room and down the hall, out the door after signing out. I don't know how to tell everyone. "Hey guys Riley accidentally went crazy and they kept her."  Ughhh I'm horrible. I pulled up to the hotel, and entered the building. Went I turned to our hall, I saw everyone waiting anxiously. Kairi looked the most excited, yet nervous. My heart ached a little knowing he wasn't gonna like what he heard. Alejandro saw me and turned, causing everyone else to turn to me as well.

Kairi: w-what...where's-

Mattia: Kai..I'm sorry.

I saw the sadness in his eyes. This is heartbreaking.

Mattia: I don't know what happened, or where she is-

Amanda: how do you not know where she is?? Didn't you see her??

Mattia: well yes, but we had an appointment with the doctor for her diagnosis-

Kairi: what does she have???

Mattia:....Bulimia

Kairi squeezes his eyes shut, holding back tears.

Kairi: I knew it..

Mattia: she was acting weird after the doctor told her. Then we walked back to our room and she just layed on her bed staring at her wrists...she asked if she could take them off and I told her to wait another hour so the doctors could do it. She just whispered "no" and..

Kairi: what?

Mattia: well..she-

Alvaro: Mattia what did she do?

Mattia: I-i...

I started tearing up. I could hardly get words out. Amanda noticed. She came up to me and hugged me. I needed that. I cried a bit into her shoulder. Until I became okay and wiped my tears.

Alejandro: so what happened then..

I looked at Alejandro, then Kairi.

Mattia: She ripped the IV out of her left wrist. She started screaming "out, out, out" over and over again and I couldn't calm her down..there was blood all over the floor- I- she was trying to run out of the room, and...they took her. They just dragged her out of the room...

Kairi lost it. He fell to the floor sobbing hysterically, Amanda rushes to him, wrapping her arms around him.

Amanda: shhh, shh it's okay. it's okay.

I could tell she wanted to cry to. We all formed a group hug around Kairi and tried comforting him. After everyone settled down, we went back to our rooms I realized Amanda was all alone in the room. By herself. I walked out and into her room. I saw her laying on her bed, crying. I went over and hugged her, and this time, let her cry into me. After she was about to fall asleep, I helped put a blanket over her before climbing into Riley's bed..the sheets smelled like her. I silently cried, wishing I could just wrap my arms around her. I cried myself to sleep that evening, in the comfort of Riley's bed.....

Ok ok I know this chapter was trash but yeahhhh..... thank you for over 131k reads!!! This is beyond what I expected, I love you all!!❤️