Our Love

*NINE*

(Present day)

Phana

I can't believe I saw him again. Damn why do all these fan girls and guys come at the wrong moment?

But even if they didn't, what would I have said to him? "Hey remember me from 3 months ago, how are you?" I shook my head even if I did he probably wouldn't have remembered me, but then again he might have since I was his first.

I just can't get him off my mind. This has never happened to me. Normally I could have a one time thing and feel nothing after. A few of the guys and girls would declare their love to me and it was easy to shut them down because I had no feelings for them. But this kid actually made me feel something.

How did he manage to do that? We did something that I've done hundreds of times. Whenever I thought of that night I got a weird feeling.

I let my mind drift. His kisses tainted with the faint smell of alcohol.........the softness of his skin as my fingers ran down the sides of his body........The way his body moved for me.......The sounds that escaped his mouth.......the way he listened to me as if we had done it before. It was just so pure. He wasn't like everyone else who only wanted me so that they could get more followers or hope that I would spend money on them.

Thinking about him now makes me feel guilty. Guilty that I left without saying goodbye or leaving a number. I just did what I alway do.

Does this mean I want a relationship? I've had sex with so many people but i never had a relationship before. Would I even know how to be a boyfriend? Damn so many thoughts are running through my head. I wanted to believe that this pain I felt was just part of my hangover but I no longer had a headache, this pain was in my chest.

"Hey earth to Phana, Are you even listening to me?" KIt angrily waved his hands in front of my face

"What?" I said in a confused voice

"See you never listen to me and that's why you're always behind on everything" seriously Kit was always complaining

"How can I be behind on anything? Today's the first day of school?" I teased

"Because you're Phana! You're always behind. Did you even do the summer vacation homework?" He asked

"Wait, we had homework??" I opened my folder to see what he was talking about

"Gosh you're dense" Kit said while shaking his head and his shadow beam was looking at me with disappointment "We were supposed to have a list of Hospital intern programs done so that we can start preparing to be doctors"

"Wait, if my dad is going to hire us why do we need to do that?" I asked

WACKKKKKKKK

"He can't hire you if you don't pass your classes because you didn't want to do them" kit scolded

"Okay okay, I'll just write a BS list"

Seriously Kit was so annoying when it came to school but honestly without him I probably would have been kicked out my freshman year for failing all my classes.

"Honestly Phana, Without me reminding you about assignments and forcing you to study you would have failed by now" Kit laughed and Beam nodded in agreement

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Classes were over for today and I just couldn't pay attention. My mind was occupied with the thought of Shorty. Would I be able to see him today? I wanted to walk around campus to see if I could find him. He obviously goes to this college but I have no idea what school he's in. I didn't recognize either of his friends so it's not like i could ask them about him.

Gosh why am I so obsessed? Am I becoming a stalker? I still didn't even have a plan on what I would say when I found him.

"So what are we doing tonight?" Kit said while interrupting my thoughts

"I can't do anything tonight. My father hasn't been home for a month now and he's still trying to make up for lost time so he's planning another family dinner"

"We'll that's sweet of him. He just missed his family" Kit smiled

"Yeah I know he did, but I feel suffocated. Honestly I makes me wish that his new patient calls him so often so that I can have some free time."

"Please, we all know that you're a Father's boy so the moment he's busy with patients you'll be crying because he doesn't pay attention to you." Both Beam and Kit started to laugh but I couldn't deny it because I alway go to them complaining whenever he has too much work or leaves for relief work.

"Well I'm going to walk around for a bit before I go to my parents house. See you guys later.

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