Our Love

*THIRTY-THREE

(Forth's POV)

I placed both hands on his hips and slowly entered him. He felt so warm, so tight

"Ahhhhhhh" I looked down and could tell he felt some pain.

Every so slowly I moved until he got used to me. I could tell that he was okay went the grunts that were made with hints of pain turned into beautiful moans.

"Sooooo.....good"

Hearing those words made me thrust faster. He was enjoying me stretching him out.

"D.....Don't stop" Beam screamed out

I kept hitting his prostate and he was like butter, he was melting under me crying put in pleasure. Seeing his hands clenched at the sheets, feeling his hole get tight around me only made me thrust harder.

"I.......I'm gonna cum again" I reached my hand under him and I grabbed his member in my hand. I began stroking him and he was wiggling under me.

His pants got faster, his got moans louder until finally i felt him warm liquid drip onto my hand. At the same time I let my cum spill into him, painting the walls of his inside. In this position I could feel his body soak up all my cum. When I exited him not a single drop spilled out.

I laid down beside him and he cuddled into my chest. We can shower tomorrow, right now all I wanted was to sleep beside this beautiful man.

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When I woke up an hour later, I could feel Beam still asleep on my chest. I took advantage of this and placed a kiss on his forehead. As soon as I did that his beautiful eyes looked up at me and he flashed me that smile

"Good morning"

"Good morning. How are you feeling"

"I'm okay,  just a little sore" he said as he stretched his body

"I'm sorry about that" I laughed

"Don't be. I enjoyed it" Beam said while kissing me

"I'm glad"

"Ummmmmm Forth"

"Yeah?"

"We didn't use a condom......and ummm I haven't used birth control in a while. I was in the patch but i stopped wearing it a while back because of side effects" Beam confessed

I just blinked. I don't want to say anything to scare him. I don't want him to have to go through what Yo went through.

"So........you might end up pregnant" I asked

"Yeah....." his voice trailed

"Are you okay with that?" I wanted to ask him this because at the end of the day he will be the one growing the child, I didn't want him to feel forced into anything.

"I'm not sure"

"Whatever you decide to do I'm here for you" I said as I brushed his soft feather like hair with the tips of my fingers

Just then his eyes met mine and he kissed me. I guess I said the right thing. Yeah I'm scared shitless at the thought of being a dad but I can't just neglect my own kid.

Once the kiss broke Beam looked at me with tears in his eyes "What's wrong?" I asked

"I'm just scared"

"Of what?" I asked him

"Not being a good parent. I know I wouldn't want an abortion I don't want you to feel trapped. But I have terrible parents who fight all the time. My dad treat's my mom like crap and in return she takes it out on me. What if we're like that and our baby suffers"

"Shhhhhh....calm down. We won't be terrible dads. I know sex makes babies so if this happens, I won't feel trapped. Yeah I'm nervous but who wouldn't be. And yeah we might argue but never in front of the baby and there's no way I'll treat you like how your dad treats your mom.  If you are pregnant then this baby will have the best dad's around" I said while stroking his hair

Beam wrapped his arms around me. I know I haven't known him long but there's no way I can just let him go. There is something about this man that my heart wants.

"Promise you won't leave me if I am pregnant"

"There's no way I'm leaving either of you."

Beam flashed me another one of his beautiful smiles and before I knew it we were having another round. If he does end up having my baby then I know it was meant to be. We were meant to be.