Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 21

*jihoon*

"fuck!" im late!

i forcefully rose my feet and threw those on the ground. i stamble and even rolled on my way just to reached for the bathroom. mygod in my whole entire life this is the first time im going to be late on my schedule! fuck fuck fuck. geez. this is because of that goddamn soonyoung keeps appearing on my head last night i couldn't able to sleep peacefully! arg.

it took me only several minutes to finished my routine but i didnt do it carefully since im in a rush and i need to be there as early as i can right at this moment. i wore just a simple adidas gray sweatpants, black tank top and a pair of vans. i grabbed my phone and i curse out loud when my phone suddenly turned off which means it has no batteries left! fvck i forgot to charge it last night. packing tape. i inhale and exhale before placing my phone and its charger on my body bag.

as soon as i got my wallet and my unit's keys, i went outside and locked it twice. i had never been in a hurry like this. my hands are shaking while inserting the key into key hole but i did it successfully. i didnt mind reminding jeonghan hyung that ill be going out, i just ran towards the lobby as if im being chase by the goddamn t-rex at my back.

the guards called me for not greeting them since its our tradition. i just waved my hands back to them before running towards the alleyways. good thing is that, pledis and our dorm is just a walking distance just like the university we're attending right now. the only problem is that, i dont want to be late. ever in my life. i should have forced myself to fall asleep than going outside and being teased by the annoying table turner yoon jeonghan. aysh.

i hurriedly entered the building, the receptionist asked me why does i arrived late than the usual, i didnt answer them i just smiled in return. i was about to enter the elevator but it got close right before i arrive in front. i cursed under my breath and i even stumped my foot in irritation. what does on earth this happening to me?! did i deserve this one?! guess i dont have a choice but to use the staircase instead. if im going to wait for the elevator it might take some time since the building has tenth floor. geez.

it took me so much time before i arrived at the respective floor where the dance room was. i stopped by the side of the door and held my chest firmly, im panting heavily, my knees are shaking due to the fact that i hurriedly climbed up until i reached this floor. i didnt even have my breakfast yet thats why the monsters inside my stomach keeps on growling. when i felt that im conscious enough, i stood properly and heave a sighed. i held the doorknob, but before i could twitched it, someone suddenly opened the door from the inside.

i had to make myself on the side so that i wont block her way out of the dance room. our eyes met but i immediately look away. shes a girl i dont know who. she went outside the room and soonyoung was following her from behind. i dont know what to do. i felt like i need to disappear right now. as in.

"so soonyoung, can i catch up with you?" the girl asked soonyoung and i even saw using my peripheral vision that she purposely rubbed soonyoung's arms which is expose.

i can feel soonyoung's stares at me. right! they need some privacy. what am i doing here anyways?! i looked at them. and i pursued my lips. the girl also looking at me as if shes judging me at the back of her head, well im if shes a judger, im the judgerest. even if there's no word like that exist. i saw soonyoung apologetic stares at me, i just nodded and entered the dance room leaving him and that girl outside.

i went inside the dance room and the five trainees greeted me. i greeted them back and told them to practice more. these girls are all talented and i can see that they are working hard to reach their dream. being their vocal instructor made me proud of whatever they may become in the future. i signed them fighting before they turned on the music and practice the choreo.

the six of us is busy doing the choreo when we heard the door creaked. we are all turned our gaze to that and soonyoung entered the room. he smiled to me but i look away. im holding yoorim's right arm positioning it to the right choreo. she nodded after getting the choreo on that part, i signaled them to continue. i had to bend down to see if they are doing it right.

i clapped my hands. "soji, you're doing the wrong way." they stopped for a moment and soji looked at me. i stood up facing the huge mirror and did the right choreo in front of them. "your right leg should be bend along with the left arm, it counted five seconds before the transition." i showed her how. later on, shes following me until she get the steps already.

soonyoung walked towards me with a wide smile plastered on his face. he stood next to me watching the trainees do that choreo. "you're going to sound like choreographer, ji." i felt his arm wrapping around my waist, i held it and pushed those back to him. i maintained my eyes straight.

he has the audacity to touch me when he let that girl touched him without his consent.

time flies so fast and the trainee hours is over. it took us about six hours before it ended. we ordered foods online for us to eat during lunch time. i shook my head fixing my hair since its some kind of wet due to the sweats. after that, i got my back bag and was about to got out when soonyoung grabbed my arm. i arched him a brow.

"do we have a problem, ji?"

yeah. i had been avoiding him the whole session. i dont know why but what i saw earlier made me pissed. i dont even know who's that girl but the way she touched soonyoung earlier is like. . how do i explain this feeling? i just got pissed, okay?

i forcefully pulled my arm from his grip but he didnt let me. "soonyoung please!"

"why ji? do we really have a problem? did i do something that's out of your will? tell me ji, you're making me crazy."

i heave a sighed and tried to calm me down. the trainees are now out, and we both left here at the dance room. i looked straight to his eyes. pain, worried and curiosity are evident on his face even on his eyes. he's looking at me intently like he really wanted to know why am i being like this.

honeslty, i, myself, i dont even know.

"ji, pleㅡ"

"who's that girl earlier? why does she asked you if she can catch up with you?" i rolled my eyes. "you even let him touched you like that. geez."

but instead of hearing some answer, he laughed. yeah he fucking laughed. i rolled my eyes and hit his chest using the empty water bottle im handling.

"so, you're jealous?"