Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 27

*jihoon*

"nothing. he's just too handsome and every girl in the campus would fall for him." seokmin answered me. at that moment, our orders finally came. the smell of the freshly cooked black bean noodles flinched my nostrils. i get starve in no time.

i looked at seokmin first before eating. "not really. soonyoung had been dated almost all girls there." we are talking about the guy wonwoo received five pink roses from. its mingyu from business ad whom seokmin told us who're famous enough that every girl could fall for him. if he's handsome or some kind of popular, well soonyoung do.

"but he's certain to you, isnt he?" jeonghan hyung asked me. i had no choice but to nod in response. well soonyoung had told me how much he's certain to me. as long as i dont want to believe that, but actions speaks louder and his eyes telling me he was.

i started to eat my black bean noodles. others did the same. i was really wishing that minghao was with us today. this is the first time that we're incomplete. i do really want to talk to him. i dont care if he'll tell me his problems, all i care is that, he's with us. cause i know that this circle is his family and his comfort zone. i wanted him to feel that no matter what, we'll stay by his side in any battles he might face.

after we ate, seokmin paid all our orders. remember, he lost the game earlier so in exchange for that, he'll treat us black bean noodles. i was really happy since it was the first time seokmin treated us for foods. he's stingy enough like seungkwan. they dont want to spend money that much mostly when it was their treat. we're just lucky today that we forced seokmin to treat us.

while walking, they are talking about wonwoo and that business ad guy who gave him flowers. he was the one who told us earlier this morning that he dont need flowers because it will just withered as time goes by, and guess what. he was the one who received a lot of flowers from someone who likes and admires him. i dont envy though, soonyoung almost gave me one earlier.

"he told me its just a friendship flower so i accepted." wonwoo answered seokmin's questions.

"friendship my ass." i said shooking my head. friendship flowers yet he gave wonwoo more than one flowers huh?

"you're just bitter hyung, soonyoung hyung didnt gave you any today." seungkwan mocked me.

i glared at him. "i dont need that fvcking flowers."

"jihoon your words." wonwoo warned me.

"oh thats engliㅡ"

"jISOO HYUNG!"

before i could finished my sentence, seokmin shouted and we are all shifted our gaze to the man waiting in front of our dorms lobby. seokmin ran towards jisoo hyung and threw himself to the guy. jisoo hyung welcomed him with open arms. i can see how happy he is seeing seokmin again. . if only he knew that it was seokmin who really wanted to see him almost every minute of his life.

they both freed the hug after they realized that they're still outside. seokmin pulled jisoo hyung towards us. i can see how happy they are both after seeing each other again.

"what brings you here, hyung?" seungkwan asked.

jisoo hyung scratched his nape. "actually, i haven't told you guys especially you my seokmin." he looked at seokmin lovingly. the spark in every blink of his eyes screams how much he cared for seokmin. "ive transferred to pledis university."

oh? well, seokmin must be happy in the inside now that he got to be with jisoo hyung more. he had been wishing that ever since. good thing that jisoo hyung's parents let him transfer to another school. i remember that jisoo hyung's course is law. its some kind of hard and difficult so he needs the university that can provide the necessary education he deserve.

after talking outside the lobby, we decided to part ways now. i wonder if minghao went home already. i made my way to my own unit when my eyes widened as i saw soonyoung leaning his back against the beige wall beside my door. he was handling a blue rose on his both hands. he's still in his uniform. i walked towards him and my heart started to beat faster than the usual.

"soonyoung." he looked at me. he stood properly and he smiled to me ear to ear. "what are you doing here?" i asked innocently.

he pushed the blue rose in front of me. i stared at those. "i. . i just want to give you this. its blue since i want to be unique. and i want you to know that you are special to me just like the blue rose." i looked at him in his eyes. i swallowed hard when i saw how sincere he was with those words. i stared at the rose before taking those from him.

a sweet smile crept into my face. i smelled the rose and my heart melts as it was pleasant unlike the ordinary rose. "t-thank you." my cheeks are burning right now. i can't contain my happiness. i. . i want him.

i invited him to go inside my unit. he didnt refused though, he went inside and threw himself straight to the couch. i placed my bag near the sofa. i walked to the kitchen to find something to eat but i frowned when i saw nothing. i had no choice but to went back to salas serving nothing. soonyoung looked at me in confusion.

"why?"

"i. . i dont have any foods to offer you so. ." i even played with my fingers just like a kid who is ready to be scold by his parents.

soonyoung laughed and pulled me to him. i almost straddle on his legs good thing i balance myself or else i would be hovering on the top of him. he held my waist using his both hands. his eyes fixated with mine.

"you know you dont need to offer me foods, just you is enough." he licked his lower lip. i can feel his both hands rubbing on my waist. "and i didnt came here to eat, okay?" i nodded trying to look away.

he let me go after he realized that i wasnt comfortable with our position. i sat beside him, no space. he put his right arm around my shoulder and he leaned my head on his chest. he stroke my hair which made me shut my eyes unconsciously. i can hear his heart beat beating so fast. i bit my lower lip to stifle a smile.

"ji?"

i hummed in response. "im sorry about earlier. i did not knㅡ"

"shes the transferee they are talking about, right?"

he nodded. "yeah she is."

"and she's one of your ex." i opened my eyes again. "she's the girl who wants to catch up with you, too right? she's really not over you kwon. arent you scared?"

"scared for what?" he keeps stroking my hair.

i heave a sighed. "that she will gone like psycho just to have you back."

he giggled. "if those happen to her, i swear babe i wont let her lay a finger to you." i bit my inside cheeks preventing to smile so wide. "no matter how desperate she is, ji. always remember that i am certain to you, only you, kwon jihoon."

"dont say that like you're going to hurt me soon."

i fixed my position and sat properly beside him. he held my both hands and he kissed those in front of me. i couldn't contain anymore, i let out a wide smile. my cheeks surely are crimpson red. the zoo inside of me are growling wild.

i wont fall. . . but i think, im on my way to be like that.

"i wont hurt you babe, i swear. and when those happen unconsciously, always remember that i did those for you."