Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 75

*jihoon*

"eat up and drink this medicine after." i placed the medicine along with one glass of water in front of him. he was eating the porridge i cooked. i heave a sighed. "ill be on the living room. call me if you need anything."

i thought he'll going to call me just like what he did before. . but i just heave a sighed when he didnt and he just nodded as a response. i heave a sighed again and proceeded to the living to continue the related studies im doing for our thesis.

i sat on the floor in order to be in the same level of the coffee table and the laptop. my phone vibrates and i jerked my head to those as namjoon's contact icon appeared on the screen. he was just asking me how were soonyoung is and if i can continue the tasked he had given me.

i just replied that my boyfriend is already fine plus im doing the tasked he had asked me to do earlier. he replied a fighting sign which made me smile a little. i had been wanting to hear and to read that word ever since.

"namjoon and you are being close day by day."

i didnt bother to dart him any single glance. i continued what im doing as if he wasnt around. im not playing hard to get or im not getting my pride high, but every time i look at him, the picture that i saw on eunwoo's phone ricocheting in my head that makes a pang on my chest. i know i should ask him what was that all about, but i couldnt speak and im afraid that he will just answer the same. .

that they are just partners.

i heave a sighed. "did you take the medicine?" i asked without glancing at him as i continued to search on the internet.

"yup. i did."

i nodded. "if you're not fine enough, dont force yourself to go to school tomorrow."

"i have rehearsals. i cant ditch that."

the side of my lips rose up. "well of course, you couldn't. those are your priority, right?" i rolled my eyes.

i heard him heaving a sighed. "what are you implying to, ji?"

so he's not calling me babe anymore? okay.

i shook my head. "im not implying anything. i was just stating the fact right? those are your priority. im not stopping you from that, soonyoung." i bit my lower and stopped myself from typing. water started to fill the both corners of my eyes. i can feel my hands started to fidget.

no please. . don't cry in front of him jihoon. be strong. please be strong as what minghao had told you. please be strong.

"and i will support you for whatever you want in your life. ." even if you dont want me in your life anymore. i will still be supporting you, no matter what. "n-no matter what." i held my head low so that my tears wont fall on my cheeks but on the floor instead.

silence ensued us. i was just staring on the floor waiting for my tears to stop falling. after a minute, i held my head high and heave a sighed to continue searching on the internet. i couldn't see soonyoung's face since he was at my back and i dont want to see him either since i was just reminded of the picture ive seen earlier.