Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 35

*jihoon*

im pouting and keeps rolling my eyes while waiting for the elevator to open again. i folded my both arms over my chest and remain my facade even though i still felt the voltage that sents through my spine down to my stomach which gives the whole damn zoo inside of me. well, kwon soonyoung was just beside me, our both elbows are contacted with each other since there has a lot of people inside this silver elevator.

i tried my best to calm myself down silently. i shouldn't let this fycking hamster halting me from entering the elevator earlier. but he forced me to come with him no matter what. i wanted to refuse and reject him but he's holding my arms tight enough to even let me go so i dont have any choice. minutes later, the door swung opened which made me felt relief. i thought im going to get suffocated inside urg.

i was about to walk fast before him but he held my wirst and he tugged me along with his pace until we went outside the elevator. he swiftly slide his hands and now our palms are holding into each other. im about to pulled back my hand but he intertwined it with his fingers which sents butterflies to my stomach. i hadn't done holding hands with someone before even in my circle of friends. i hated skinships but when it comes to him . fucking feelings.

"s-soonyoung!" i hissed in whisper. i shook our hands together. "let go."

"i wont."

we walked outside the building. my forehead automatically creased when he dragged me along with his to the side where the nearest cafe was. both of us had always ended eating some ice cream and sweets there after the trainee hours and now we're doing it again.

"im not hungry you punk. let go of me." i said firmly.

he shot me sideward glance. "you need to cool down, babe." he said in soft low tone and he pushed the glass door of the ice cream parlor.

i shook my head. babe. oh that endearment.

he forced me to sit in the side where no one can see us, and away from the other customers. oh yeah, of course. we needed to hide. he had a girlfriend now and its not nice seeing him with someone else this weekends, right? and oh, i dont want to get involved with the two of them.

"wait there. don't try to escape."

i rolled my eyes and nodded. i leaned my back against the back of the chair. i folded both my arms and my legs together while waiting for soonyoung to come back. i was glaring all throughout even though there's no person or any other things in front of me. i just, frowning you know?

i still dont get it why the trainees arent improving on their own, or i was just expecting too much from them? i thought that they would going to perfect the routine today, but it was ended the opposite of what i want. i wonder if other mentors had gone through this head ache and expectations from their artist.

"see, you're glaring into something ji. the plant in front didnt do anything to you."

oh? i did not know that there's has this small plant in front of me in the middle of this circular cream table. soonyoung placed one bowl of banana ice cream in front of me, same as his. i stared at the ice cream.

"i told you, im not hungry. you just wasted your money buying it."

he started to eat his. "just eat, ji. you need to cool down. you're stressing yourself too much."