Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 30

*jihoon*

i tried to calm myself down using the inhale exhale my mom taught me. guess it was that effective so it somewhat calmed me. i opened the clinic's door and i was surprise to see jisoo hyung there. seungkwan was the first one who saw me, jeonghan hyung eyed me like he wanted to ask a question but he pursued his lips. i sat down next to seungkwan. . he tap my shoulder. he knows me well.

"what happened, hyung?" he asked.

i shook my head. "im fine. dont worry about me. is there any updates about minghao?" i asked wiping my tears away. i dont want to add up on their plates. this is my own problem, and i have to deal with it alone.

jeonghan hyung shook his head. "currently, none."

"what about the poor man?"

"he's conscious but if he also didnt wake up in two hours, he'll be sent to the hospital too." seokmin answered.

"do you hyungs knows the name of the guy already?" seungkwan asked. i could ask the same question though. maybe that guy helped minghao to prevent him from jumping but ended up being punched with him. poor him.

jeonghan hyung nodded. "wen junhui. a chinese student from business ad."

i see seungkwan's mouth formed an "o". i was about to have those reactions too but i keep my mouth shut and my straight face. i wonder if they both knew that they are chinese. well, i bet they did. for sure both of them had talked already earlier. i just wished that both of them would be in a good terms after this.

hours later, the man named junhui already woke up. jeonghan hyung and i rushed to that man to ask him if he's okay. he had wounds all over his face but he seems fine. those arent huge unlike minghao's had. he smiled to us and thank us for taking him away from minghao. he even darted a confused look at our unconscious friend.

"so you helped him, arent you?" i ask arching a brow.

he nodded. "i thought what i did would help him, but guess it isnt cause he's still unconscious." he said and he even scratched his nape.

"nah ah, you already helped minghao to prevent him from jumping. thats enough. its not your fault why our friends unconscious right now." jeonghan hyung defended. i agreed.

the nurse checked junhui's condition. he is far okay from minghao. he can go home now today and minghao. . he will sent to the hospital right at the moment. he didnt wake up for the past three hours now. so we had no choice but to transfer him to the hospital. the univeristy nurses called for an ambulance for us to be able to be there faster. seokmin, jisoo hyung, and seungkwan suggested to come with them. me and jeonghan hyung agreed.

after the ambulance had drove them away from us, both me and jeonghan hyung heave a sighed. we both exchange glances before we smiled to each other and started to walk to reach for our building's. jeonghan hyung's department is far away from where mine's at. and we havent even brought our bags with us unlike the three who escorted minghao to the hospital.

we are about to part ways when wonwoo suddenly appeared on our side. he's hair disheveled. his glasses almost fall on his nose and looked like he was extra tired. he's panting when he came towards us.

"what happened to you?"

wonwoo shook his head. "im sorry, i couldn't be there. being an engineering student takes so much time to study. by the way, is minghao's in the hospital already? i heard a siren awhile ago."

i nodded. "yeah, they're on their way there. we are just going back to our classroom to get our things."

"ill come with you."

wonwoo come with me instead of jeonghan hyung since it will take so much time. his building is almost one kilometer away from mine's. me and wonwoo had stepped at my college deparment and proceeded straight to my previous classroom's where my things are. after i got my things, i was about to go out when soonyoung showed up in front of me from nowhere. i rolled my eyes and ignored his presence.

"ji."

he held my arms halting me from going outside. i saw wonwoo there watching us, i signalled him to helped me, i dont know if he got those stares of mine but i wish he did. i looked up to meet soonyoung's gaze. pain and worried are evident on his face. he tighten the grip on my arm making me scrunch my nose in pain.

"s-soonyoung." i said in a hoarse but low voice.

he losen the grip but he's holding me like he dont want me to let go. "can we talk, babe? please." i can hear his voice cracking but that doest stop me from pulling my arms in his.

"i dont want to hear anything from you." i tried so hard to losen his grip. "i dont want to see you so please. let go soonyoung."

"im certain to you, i swear."

"ive heard that enough so please."

"do you trust me?"

i stopped pulling my arms from his. i stared at his hopeful but pain and worried still plastered on his eyes. he pulled me closer to him using my waist. i want to get rid of his arms around me, but then i couldn't. i felt like his arms is the best place i have ever been. he stared at me back as if our eyes are talking with each other and saying the things we couldn't say verbally. no matter how i tried to looked away, but i couldnt because his eyes are fascinating to stare of.

those cresent like eyes of him. those tiny little iris of him making the mirror of myself seeing my reflection on that. i swallowed hard to get back to my sense. i felt like im being in another dimension just by staring at his eyes. he's making me feel like im in another level, and another side of myself. it was like my world depended on him.

"uh? jihoon?. we need to go now."

thats it. thanks wonwoo even if you're late. i blinked thrice and pushed him away making our gap widened. i rolled my eyes on him and he was about to chase me when wonwoo pulled me faster making me outside the room. we both shot a glance at soonyoung before wonwoo tugged me along with his pace away from him.

i swallowed hard and pursued his lips.

"gosh jihoon, i did not know you're being that whipped on that man." wonwoo shook his head.

i heave a sighed. "i am not. how would i be that whipped for him huh?"

"ahh thats why you can't even looked away and you continued to stare back at him, dont you?" he then shook his head again. "and i know how does that feel. . it felt like he's making you in another world where only you and him knows the place."

oh my god. how did wonwoo knows?! is he in love or something?! is he dating someone already that we didnt know? wonwoo is fond of keeping what he knew from us. gosh. i should have known right?

"am i right, jihoon?"

"nㅡ"

but before i could retort, he talked again.

"and that place called, home."

indeed.