Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 62

*jihoon*

"you sure you dont want to come with us, mom? you'll left here alone. are you fine with that?" i asked mom when soonyoung and i went downstairs. she was there watching us all alone.

she rose her feet and threw those on the ground as she walked towards me with a plain smile plastered on her face. i told you, she cant smile the way she used to before. and i know that only father can make her smile like those. she held my both shoulders and looked me in the eyes.

"ill be fine here, dont worry. and its your date with soonyoung. i dont want to be a third wheel." she said rolling her eyes playfully.

i smiled and poke her arm. "i dont want to leave you alone."

"oh baby, im not alone. im with solji-ssi, remember?"

as long as i want her to come with me, but she keep on saying that she'll be fine here. and because of today is soonyoung and i's first date here at busan. so i dont have a choice but to left her there with solji-ssi. they are close enough so i dont have any worries, but still, i dont want her to be alone on her own.

soonyoung and i loaded the car. we are accompanied with our driver again going to gwangan for our first date. we booked a hotel nearby since were going to stay up late later, and its getting dark already. the travel time costs thirty minutes depends on the traffic on the way.

i leaned my head over soonyoung's shoulder. he wrapped his left arm on me, the other one was automatically storking my hair. i can smell from here the sandalwood fragrance of him which i never get tired sniffing to. and i can only hear nothing but his heart beats beating so fast just like mine.

we are on our way on our first mothsarry, yet the spark, the voltages, the zoo inside of me are still there. it didnt change. even we are always together, i still felt the same. i still felt my asylum in his arms, a home, a shelter. everything that i felt before when he's courting me, are still there. it never fade. and im looking forward that even though we already reached the relastionship we both wish, that the happiness will remain. how we felt it from the first time, until the last.

because just like him, i can't see anyone but soonyoung.

i want my future with him. sounds too over reacting or ambitious but i do really want soonyoung for a lifetime. i hope and i wish, that this man beside me, is the right man for me.

we unloaded the car once we reached our destinations. we bade our thank you's and goodbyes to our driver before soonyoung and i left here, alone. i hugged him on his waist, he kissed my crown and whispered me i love you's which made my heart melt.

soonyoung and i both settled to eat tteokboki on the nearby foodstalls before we proceed to our agenda tonight. we're bickering and laughing while eating at the bench. some girls are turning their heads to usㅡmostly to soonyoung because his laugh was too contagious that can make anyone laugh in no time. plus how handsome he was right now.

"you think, mom will be fine there alone?" i asked after we gone silent for a minute.

soonyoung looked at me. "of course babe, she's with solji-ssi, right?"

i nodded. "yeah but. . you know? shes still in her heartbreak stage. im scared she coulㅡ"

"shush babe, your mom is as strong as you. she wouldn't do that to herself. just dont think negative, she will he fine." he said soothing me. he even held my hand that is on the table and intertwined those with him. "we'll be back tomorrow morning for her, okay? dont think of anything."