Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 12

*jihoon*

kwon: im here already. im all alone here dont worry.

to kwon: make sure you are.

i hid my phone again on my slacks pocket. i tucked my back bag on my shoulder, and grabbed the paper bag where the lunch box is in. im just going to get those back to soonyoung and because i dont want other people to see us mostly my friends and his fans, i decided to meet him up on the rooftop instead.

it took me some time to arrived at the rooftop. some students are really trying their best to have my attention, i just smiled at them even tho they are somewhat blocking my way. they even called me "cutie", what the fvck is that, right? it sucks. i opened the rooftop's door and as soon as i stepped at the floor of that, i already saw soonyoung's board back. he do really did not to make any trace that he's here and he's meeting me alone here.

he heard me moved closer to him thats why he turned his gaze to me, smiling ear to ear, as usual. he sat on the vacant arm chair and he signalled me to sit across him. i sat in front of him, i forcefully gave him the lunch box from yesterday. remember he gave me a packed lunch. i forgot to get those back to him yesterday, my head is pre-occupied with minghao's.

soonyoung let out a playful smile as he placed his bag on the table. my forehead creased eyeing what he was doing. he let out another lunch box and two meduim size water bottle. after that, he look at me still wearing his eyesmile. i arched a brow.

"what do you think you're doing?"

he smiled. "eating lunch with you?" and then he pointed out the blue lunch box on the table. i can see from here that it was sushi, pasta and some vegetables.

i shook my head. "sorry? but i dont like to eaㅡ"

"i wont a accept a no though. plus its already right in front of you."

i rolled my eyes. guess i dont have any choice but eat lunch with the foods he packed for the both of us. he started to open the packed lunch, he gave me another pair of chopsticks, i get it those from him eyeing him what he would do. i shifted my gaze to the foods and the monsters inside my stomach totally growled in no time. the pasta is the pasta im craving for weeks now. gosh.

without his consent, i grabbed the pasta using my chopsticks, he giggled and helped me eat the pasta in more careful way. i glared at him munching the food inside my mouth. he also eat some sushi. he looked so fond eating those in front of me.

"you're close with your parents, aint you?"

he stopped chewing the food and he suddenly raised his gaze to me but looked away quickly. he continued eating in slow pace unlike what i had saw earlier. the sparked and bliss in his eyes faded. seems like i asked him the most sensitive and most confidential topics about his life. i was just staring at him eating in a slow pace. he looked at me and pointed the food in front of us.

"yah, why are you not eaㅡ"

"im sorry."

his forehead creased. "for what?"

i put down the chopsticks im holding. "for asking if you're close with your parents? yeah."

he giggled. "its fine. i. . i was just, ya'know. not fond of answering that specific topic." he smiles, he tried so hard to bring back the smiles he used to show me. "but its fine. you dont need to be sorry. i know you wouldn't care anyways haha."

i clicked my tounge and looked elsewhere. i know you wouldn't care anyways. why does it affect me? why does those phrases had a pang on my chest? i feel like its under my conscience not appreciating his efforts to be close to me? why does it. . makes my heart sink slowly?

i heave a sighed and tried to grab some water, but i had realize something. i looked at soonyoung again.

"do you have. ." then he arched a brow to me. "a coca-cola?" i asked pursuing my lips.

he giggled and shook his head. "jeonghan hyung told me that you drink coca-cola more than water. its bad for your health, ji. drink water instead."

"and who are you to dictate me what am i going to drink?"

"im your future boyfriend." he leaned his arms against the table, staring at my eyes intently. "and i dont want my baby to get sick."

my eyes widened. "b-baby?! hey im not a baby anymore. and you're not going to be my boyfriend ever in your life!"

my forehead creased as i saw him laughing his ass out. is he just pranking or kidding me? mygod. i looked so defensive on that retort. jihoon next time, choose the words nicely and dont over react like as if you're taking it seriously, and those will happen in the near future. okay? just calm your nerves down.

he stopped laughing and look at me. i glared at him before munching another set of pasta on my mouth.

"you're too defensive ji. well you know, the more you defend, the more it'll came true."

i swallowed the food in my mouth. "its not."

"it is." he argued.

"its not."

"it is."

"its noㅡ"

"i like you."

i stopped for a moment. my gaze froze in his eyes. my throat became dry that i couldn't be able to speak. he was looking at me intently straight to my eyes like he was invading my soul. i tried to looked away but i still ended up staring at him. the wind blows and both of our hair swayed along the wind. i felt like in this moment, time suddenly stops moving.