Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: epilogue

*soonyoung*

"Something about you

It's like an addiction

Hit me with your best shot honey.

I've got no reason to doubt you

'Cause certain things hurt

And you're my only virtue

And I'm virtually yours."

a sweet smile crept into my face as soon as he started singing. ive listened to it almost everyday and i couldnt get enough, it was like an addiction. listening to this song was my healer, my stress reliever and my comfort.

everything about this song keeps me alive. keeps me going and continue what i have started. this song is the top witnessed of how i became the person who i am today. the person i always aimed to be, the person he wanted me to become. its all happening now, and i was happy doing the things that could make him happy towards me.

"And there's certain things that I adore

And there's certain things that I ignore

But I'm certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours."

i laughed when i remember how whipped i am to him back to those days. those scenarios that i told him i was certain to him. that i had never been this certain in my whole life. i wasnt lying that time. i was an uncertain person. i have doubts of whatever i wanted to become and i have doubts with the people that surrounds me even though i love gathering their attentions.

but when he came, all of those turned into certain. cause im certain only to him. my feelings are certain, my world is certain. and my heart was certain to him.

i can still remember how he judge me back to those days. how he never trust people except for his five friends that he considered as family. i work hard to gained his trust, but i didnt know that in that short period of time, i didnt just earned his trust. . but also his heart.

"you're listening to it again, oppa? im so sick with that song!"

i jerked my head to see yoorim there standing at the hedges of my room. she was here since she doesnt have any schedules this week. she walked towards me as she leaned on my armrest then she stared at the computer. i was totally making some music but not as good as him. i really wonder how come could a person like him be as talented as what he is.

"you dont know how sentimental it was for me. just go and mind your own business!" i hissed and tried to push her hands away on my armrest.