Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 80

*jihoon*

i stared at mr. han, he was currently reading the printed lyrics attached with the audio files i gave to him early this morning.

i saw how his brows knitted page by page, his eyes even squint as he scrutinize my works. the side of my lips rose up when i saw him rubbing his temple while shaking his head side to side.

well, who would thought that i can make it like that? i know how surprise he was and amaze at the same time right now.

he jerked his head to me and squint his eyes. "tell me jihoon. . are you broken? are you suffering a heartbreak?"

"it was all that i can relate to right now mr. han. i dont have any inspiration to write a motivational lyrics at the moment." i folded my both arms over my chest still staring at mr. han. "plus some teenagers can relate to it, mostly right now."

"you didnt even answer my question." he shook his head in irritation which made me giggled.

he scanned again the printed lyrics in front of him. all of it are all heartbreak songs or breakup songs. thats all i could think of the moment, expressing my feelings through writing is all i can do to unleash this thing inside of me. i cant say it verbally so i just wrote it and hoping that one day. . they couldㅡhe could finally hear it.

hear it. . how my heart is breaking because of him right now.

it took me more than hour before he finally dismissed me. i was excused to my first subject cause he currently called me and told me that it was an urgent meeting but nothing seems to be urgent right now. geez. he even informed me that the results from the new york big machine company will releases later this year so i was a bit nervous about that even though i know that they would like me as their composer even i didnt took an online audition.

i bowed to him three times before i twitched the door knob and went outside mr. han's office. yes, i was in the university grounds but this building is only allowed for the persons like me who had a personal meeting with the president.

i started to walk to the hallways when i got halted when someone behind my back called my name.

"jihoon."

i looked down and heave a sighed thinking if ill turn my head to him or just ignored his presence. my hearts beating so fast like it didnt break hundred times now. i bit my lower lip and clasp my hands together to keep it from fidgeting.

we arent doing anything but my body told me it was something i wouldnt like to happen.

it took me one whole minute before i turned around facing soonyoung. i maintain my straight facade even though i could show him so much emotions. i met his cresent tiny eyes and those are staring right into my eyes. i can't see any emotions in his face but his eyes screams how much emotion he keeps on hiding.

he took three steps closer to me, now we are meters away from each other. we are both wearing our college uniform but in different colors of slacks. his hair is in the left side but some of his hair strands are covering his forehead. his sandalwood scent i missed sniffing to lingering my nostrils. i would never outgrew sniffing those even though we are not gonna be the same anymore.

"why?"

he pursed his lips not parting his gaze to me. how i miss making an eye contact with him.