Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 36

i opened my door's unit, and to my surprise, it was seokmin who is smiling to me from ear to ear. he was handling his notebook while waving those in front of me. he was hearing his partnered sky blue pyjamas and his hair is ruffled as if it was being brushed by someone else.

i arched him a brow. "spill it seoks, what?"

he smiled to me and he heave a sighed. "can you help me hyung?" then he showed me his notebook. "you know for spring final. we have to compose our own lyrics then we will perform with their chosen college."

oh. i get it already. "help you with the lyrics?"

he smiled to me cheerfully and he even jump a little with matching clapping his hands in the air. "you knew! soooo can you help hyungie?" he asked in a sing song voice.

i smiled. "you're already in front of me. and who couldn't resist seokmin?"

he jumped to me and hug me tight. "ahhhh i love you hyung~" he even squeeze our body making the both of us laugh. we even almost stumbled on the floor, good things his reflexes are on time.

i signalled him to come in inside my unit. i closed the door and turned around to face him. i saw how his eyes widened as he roam those around my unit. just like what soonyounㅡokay stop. stop mentioning his name, mind. lets forget about him, okay? so yeah, back to seokmin. he was like in an art museum where he cant stop roaming his eyes around. it felt he's wandering if he entered the right room.

he looked back at me and raised him an eyebrow, later on, he jumped out of happiness and he even run around my unit like a kid. oh now i remember why he is acting like this. . it is the first time, i let one of my friends in inside my unit.

"oh my god! oh my god! i entered! i entered! im gonna fycking tell it to the gang! oh my god!"

that makes me laugh and shook my head. i was standing here watching him roaming around my unit. after that, he got back to me and i shot him a confuse look. he seems like he was having a dillema whether we would ask some questions.

"hyung?" i hummed in response waiting for his question. "isn't you felt a bit. . haunted?"

the side of my lips rose up. "why would i feel haunted? there's no ghost here."

he shrugged his shoulder. "not a literally a ghost. . but you know? you had almost a lot of memories with soonyoung hyung here during spring break, right?"

that stopped me for a moment. i stared at his eyes while processing everything he had asked me. feel haunted? haunted by the memories we both made here during spring break? those times when i felt like i wasnt alone since all of my friends came back to their hometown and i was left here. the times when i felt like. . i was home by his presence. by his arms. his giggles sounded like music in my ears. his laughed. everything.

does i feel haunted by those memories we made? even though it was just a short period of time. i dont know. do i?

i shrugged my shoulder. "i-i dont know?" i even arched a brow not sure about my answer. "and. . why would i feel haunted? it was just a short period of time. we didnt even know each other well."

seokmin giggled and walked towards me. he smiled to me from ear to ear. "you know what hyung, its not about the time or how many years you spent together just to know each other well." he pointed at my left chest. "its about the happiness you felt there when he's with you no matter how short the time has for the both of you."

"time is not measurable as long as you felt the happiness there, those are love. true love indeed." he added.

i poke his forehead before he shed tears in front of me. he laughed and ruffled my hair. i heave a sighed and rolled my eyes. i walked down and threw my body on the couch. he sat next to me and handled me his notebook.

"i have some samples there but i dont know if those are correct."

i started to opened his notebook and flip on the other page to read the lyrics he already made. my eyes squint seeing his lyrics. . those are like poems, poems about love and his admiration to someone. i flipped the other next page and just like the previous one, its still about how he admires someone.

i looked at him. he was waiting for me to spoke up. "are these what you feel right now?"

he nodded. "um. . yeah. im feeling some kind of. . in love, and hurt at the same time. oh look at this!" he flipped the middle page and he pointed me the lyircs. "say it out loud hyung."

i read the words. "every time you smile, i smile. every time you shine, i'll shine for you. im feeling you baby, dont be afraid to jump and fall into mㅡ" i stopped reading the lyrics and i looked at him. "jisoo hyung, huh?"

he stared at me in terror. "y-yah its not about him, okay?!" he defended.

i laughed. "oh please seoks, i know how much you're in love with your BEST FRIEND." i emphasized the important words which made him pouted. hahahaha i hit the bullseye. jihoon vs seokmin? 1-0.

he rolled his eyes to me which made me laughed. he do really is in love with his own best friend. well i can say the same, the way jisoo hyung looks at him and the way he always choose seokmin over everything are enough to prove that they are in love with each other secretly.

i told him to continue the lyrics he asked me to read out loud. it was nice though there are still some parts that doesnt suit with the meaning of the song, but overall, it was good. for sure jisoo hyung might realize seokmin's feelings towards him by the used of this song he compose. but at the same time. . i dont want jisoo hyung to know seokmin's feelings, i dont want him to suffer a heart break just like what minghao's experiencing right now.

"how about you, hyung? have you started already?"

i shook my head. "i still dont have inspiration to do so."

he giggled. "just go to soonyoung hyung's arms and for surㅡ"

"he's already taken, seoks. let him."

he said his thank you's to me before he left my unit. and i was. . left here. alone.

i heave a sighed and roamed my eyes. seokmin's question got stuck on my head. does im feeling haunted by the memories? and my answer is. . yes.

and those couldn't let me sleep at night properly. all the things that we shared here continuously picturing on my head. and i can even hear his laugh all over my unit. i dont know what kind of feelings is this, but one thing is for sure. . i want soonyoung back.