Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 66

*jihoon*

a sweet smile crept into my face as soon as i had realized and processed already why is the cake sliced like this. he didnt forget. he was just pranking me. right?

i raised my gaze to meet soonyoung's eyes. he was still smiling at me from ear to ear. i couldn't contain anymore. even if its just a piece of cake, at least he remember. he made an effort for me, for the both us. to celebrate our mothsarry together.

"y-you didnt forget?" i said still smiling so sweely to him.

his smile slowly faded. his both brows knitted. his expression immediately changed into cofuse one. he looked so innocent while looking at me, he even arched a brow probably asking me what did i just asked him.

the smile on my face faded also. i frowned even more. my heart started to shrink as water started to fill the both corners of my eyes.

dont tell me. .

"what remember? did i forgot something?"

i bit my lower lip. "t-then why?" my fingers are fidgeting as i pointed at the cake. "then why is this like this? why does it have to be like this if you forgot?"

he shook his head. "i. . i honestly dont know, babe. solji-ssi and your mom just told me to buy a cake and they sliced those like thㅡ"

"bullshit! i hate you soonyoung!"

i stood up forcefully. my tears started to swell up on my face. my vision got blurred but i dont care. soonyoung rushed to me and held my shoulder but i just pushed those away and walk straight. he keeps blocking my way and asking me whats wrong, but i just keep pushing him away.

i went upstairs but he blocked my way so i dont have a choice but to hit him physically. i pushed him his chest for him to move to the side and for me to enter my room. he was about to enter too but i slammed the door in front of his face. i heard him calling my name consecutive times but i didnt bother to look back or to open the door for him.

i threw my body on the bed. i buried my face on the pillow and cried there even louder, and harder. my heart is breaking into pieces. it really hurts. deeper than i imagine. this was more than a breakup. i feel like my heart got stabbed by million pieces of knife. i dont know what would i do, i just keep those out and cried louder and harder that i could unleashed.

i even punch and slapped the pillow out of irritation. i never expected soonyoung to be like this. how come would he forget the best day for the both us? it should always be remembered even we broke up already. now i know that i was the only one expecting this day to be as romantic and as memorable as it is. i expected more from soonyoung! fuck.

i lost count on how many hours i cried. i just found myself being tugged by someone on my shoulder. i shifted my position not wanting to see the person who's tugging me when i know who it was. based from the sandalwood scent and based on how much electricity it costs when our skin contacted.

"babe? babe, im sorry. im really." he said in a very soft and soothing voice. those are like whispers in my left ear. i can also feel that he was on the top of me trying to wake me up. "im really really sorry. i love you."

i just hummed in irritation and shifted more my body to him not to tugged me anymore, but he didnt stop. he didnt give up. i groaned in frustration as i opened my eyes to pushed him away. my eyes are still squinting but enough for me to see how well-dressed he was right now. his hair are even well fixed.

i looked away and buried my face again on the pillow. but i just groaned in irritation as i lift my body up to push soonyoung away. now i saw him using my both two tiny eyes. i glared at him and throw him the pillow i was holding, but he catch those and threw those back on the bed.

"i hate you!" i hissed.

he smiled apologetically. "its not the time to bicker, babe. go and clean yourself. we have something urgent to do outside."

"the hell i care? go and enjoy by yourself!"

"oh come on babe. times running out. we must hurry."

"i dont want!" i hissed again as i was about to lay on the bed but soonyoung pulled me away from the bed. "yah! told you i dont want to come!"

"stop being so hard headed jihoon. clean yourself as fast as possible."

he forced me to go to the bathroom. i couldnt do anything but to clean myself. he shouted that i need to be quick so i just took a quick shower, brush my teeth in one minute and sprayed some moisturizer on my face. i went out of the bathroom and i saw him waiting at the edge of the bed.

he smiled at me and eyed me. i rolled my eyes. "stop smiling at me prick! im mad at you!" i hissed as i pick some clothes from the cabinet.

he giggled. "well lets see how long does you have to be mad at me."

i did not answer him as i changed my clothes. im not dressing in front of him, okay? there's a huge barrier for him not to see me even if he was teasing me that its okay if i change clothes in front of him since we saw each other naked already. i just wore a simple casual clothes. he didnt tell me where we would go so yeah. i also put my gift from him on my pocket.

we went out of the house. mom and solji-ssi are congratulating us. i asked them what was that for but soonyoung pushed me inside the car already. i was sitting at the window on the left side, while he was on the right side. he keeps saying that i should scoot closer but i didnt do. im still mad at him. no one can change that even how much he sooth me and smiled at me cutely.

it took us more than half of an hour to reach the destination. soonyoung opened a door for me and i just rolled my eyes. he thanked the driver before he held my waist as we walked inside the venue. curiosity and confusion started to from on my face as i saw the venue. . it was romantic. roses everywhere, fairy lights scattered on the branches of the trees, and candles that formed a heart shape on the ground.

"s-soons. ."

my heart started to thumped faster as we go inside until we reach the end of the hallways full of flowers and candles. and my tears automatically swelled up on my face when i saw that we are on a beach. . the sunset is setting already. there are roses scattered on the white sand, and on the corner there has a round table with two chairs accros it. we are the only persons here.

i jerked my head low as i saw soonyoung handling me boquote of blue roses. i was really hesitant at first to take those from him but i ended up handling those. still tears swelling up my face.

"happy first monthsarry, babe."