Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 82

hello, how were you? i hope you and your family are fine after the storm. sending virtual love. 💕 keep safe, always.

*jihoon*

i rolled my eyes and shook my head side to side when the emcee called for seungkwan, and of course, seungkwan as he is, he stood at the center of the stage holding a silver mic while looking directly on our table with a playful smile plastered on his face.

"let's see what this pig's gonna show us." wonwoo said drinking his canned of beer.

jeonghan hyung shook his head. "dont ever remind me that this pig are one of my friends huh?"

"even if he's not doing anything yet, i felt really embarrass now." i drunk the canned beer and stared at seungkwan jadedly.

"should i go home already?" seokmin asked keeps shaking his head side to side while eating the chip on the table.

"i shouldn't let my foot come with you if seungkwan's gonna embarrass us aftermath." we all laughed at minghao. just like us, he shook his head and drunk his canned beer.

we all jerked our heads to the center where seungkwan was standing. i can see how much he's enjoying being the center of attention. i was just staring at him while drinking my canned beer continuously.

"hello gays and guys and girls!"

all of us exchange glances when seungkwan started to be as an entertainer now. he was just greeting the guests but i already felt mortified being one of his friends, and for worst, cloes friends. arg seungkwan.

"so before i start singing, a special shout out to my friends there!" then he pointed our table which almost all the guests jerked their heads to us. i covered my face in embarrassment while the others maintained their facade. "ow! dont be amuse they are gays and they are all broken! yes you heard me right? they are all BROKEN! as in B R O K E N! what a squad goals right?"

i eyed each one of my friends they are all shaking their heads. my brows furrowed eyeing them. i did not know that they are experiencing the same pain as mine. i had been oblivious on my surroundings that i didnt even know that they are also struggling with their own problems.

i was busy distracting myself to the things that might reminded me of soonyoung, i was busy avoiding some people and i was being cold towards to someone now. i never knew that within those interval, my friends are experiencing the same. i wish that i knew this more early so that i was there for them and to console them.

what a great squad that i have. all of us are broken, i wonder why. but seungkwan wasnt feeling any yet? i dont know.

"you'll be broken too! hansol's leaving right?!" seokmin announced making other cooed and tease seungkwan.

i saw seungkwan's mood changed in no time when seokmin reminded him of that. i didnt know their story, all i know was that, seungkwan had fallen already to hansol. and i can say the same to the latter, since the way hansol was staring at him gives another meaning. it was like, seungkwan is hansol's world, and everything.

"dont try me horse!" then he rolled his eyes towards seokmin who were laughing and drinking his canned beer like he has that higher alcohol tolerance. "so im here to sing for my squads broken heartsㅡyeah ill include mine since the love of my life is leaving in months." his voice became low like he was about to cry. i laughed and shook my head. i was like that. . for months.