Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 72

*jihoon*

"im going to be busy this upcoming week."

i looked at soonyoung with apologetic eyes. he stopped from eating and he jerked his eyes to me meeting my gaze.

im hoping that with those stares im giving him. . he'll notice the hint of sadness and fearful. he may not know the reason why, but i wish and i hope that he'll notice and recognize the message encrypted with the way im staring at him.

he heave a sighed. "me too. mr. ku just want me to practice for the upcoming dance contest." he stared back at me. . but not in the same intensity as what im giving him.

i nodded and tried to smile. "its normal right? i mean. .being busy with our own course and studies."

he smiled. "of course, babe. we're almost there." then he pointed his forefinger in the ceiling gesturing that we are almost there. . at our own dream and our own goal.

i laughed. "yeah, we're almost there."

"i cant wait to achieve those with you, jihoon."

here we go again. i dont know but those made a pang on my chest. those bittersweet feeling inside of me whenever he's mentioning that he wants me to be with him until we reached our goal and finished studying.

i want to achieve those with him, too, of course. he is my inspiration, he is my motivation. he is my comfort and i know ill achieve those with the help of him, with the help of each other.

but i couldn't deny what i had feeling inside of me. . i know those are normal, not seeing each other for a month because of our hectic schedules or for worst, not finding a time to be with each other.

those are normal for a couple like us, right?

"me too, soons. i want you be there when i graduate."

he laughed and smiled so wide to me. "we'll get there together. lets make that happen."

"aja! lets make that happen."

we both exchanges fighting signs towards to each other. we laughed and nodded as we continued to eat. it was sunday night, he wanted to have a sleep over with me since he was making it up to for the both of us.

well, uh. . after what i had seen at the locker area mondayㅡfirst day of school year with lina, he became a bit busy. i was seeing him with mr. ku and sometimes he would go to mr. han's office. we couldnt have much time with each other on the past days, plus some profs are tasking me to compose a song already, thats why i told him that im going to be busy this upcoming week.

so for making it up for the both of us, we spend this day together alone here at my unit. we did lots of things earlier, he even helped me cleaned the whole unit, and we even bought some groceries at the nearest supermarket. jeonghan hyung had teased us, husbands, soonyoung as he is, he is proud as af and said we'll be there soon. i just scoffed and shook my head.

after we ate, i insist myself to wash the dishes since he was the one who cooked us dinner. he did not protest so i started to do my thing but i got halted when he hugged me from the back making me hard to move.