Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 51

*jihoon*

"its feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me,

baby, nobody, nobody until you."

i pouted and once again i played the audio that i recorded minutes ago. i listened and played those consecutive times until i clicked the pause button and adjusted the interval time between the chorus and the bridge. after that, i listen to it thrice before a smile crept into my face.

it wasnt that perfect, but im confident enough that it was more than just a fine song.

i saved the audio file and transfer it to the soundcloud. i copied the link along with the lyrics. i opened the new york big machine's email and send my audio file to them along with the lyrics included. yes you were right. that was the song that i produced as my entrace audition to their company. remember, they want me to be one of their composer.

right after i sent the email, i automatically yawned in no time. i stared at the clock on the side and its already 2 o'clock in the morning and its sunday today. i started to tidying up my things and shut down my computer since i was done composing my own song, that will also be the one ill be singing for our spring final project.

i changed my clothes, and did my face routine before i sleep. i tucked myself at the mattress and close my eyes, but i remember something that's why i opened my eyes again and grabbed my phone on the nightstands. i typed a message for soonyoung.

to kwon: good morning :)💙

then i let myself drift to dreamland.

i stayed inside my unit for the whole day, well i woke up at twelve noon so its no use to go outside since im lazy too. i just cleaned my whole unit again, and exchange sweets messages with soonyoung the whole day.

monday came and its the last week of spring classes, last week of the school year and last week of the term. finally! but this week, we had a lot of important things to do and its started right at this moment.

i did my routine and sprayed my perfume into my whole body. i checked my unit first before i went out. as soon as i went out of my unit, soonyoung's smiling face greeted me, i rolled my eyes and locked my door thrice

"good morning, babe." he greeted in the most soothing voice.

i nodded. "good morning. and why are you here early at this morning huh? you told me you have something to do before class!" i hissed and even gestured something to him.

he chuckled as he put his arm around my shoulder, i did not protest and let him do the things to me. i really grew fond of skinships with him. . well except for the kiss since i didnt let him yet. were not even together.

"yup, i have. and im doing right now."

i poke him in his stomach which made him laugh. we walked out of the lobby, and we saw seokmin and minghao bickering again. i didnt called them since i wanna spend some time with soonyoung, alone.

"by the way babe, today is your performance right. for ms. lim?" i nodded in reponse. i dont know if ill get excited singing in front of them or what. "our section is required to watch. . so ill be there and ill be watching you sing."

"make sure you bring your earmuffs with you." i said rolling my eyes.

he laughed. "why would i? i would love to hear you singing a song inspired by me."

i stopped from walking as i looked at him arching a brow. making sure that he'll never noticed or recognize that what he said was true. and why the hell did he know that it was for him?! geez. am i really obvious?! he looked at me playing with his both brows up and down teasing me since he hit the bullseye.

i rolled my eyes. "its not about you, okay?" i said in monotone and continued my pace to reach for the entrance of the university and he's following me from behind. "why would i compose a song inspired by you in the first place?"

after we tapped our both IDs on the scanner, he immediately held my right hand and intertwined with his fingers. i tighten the grip and we walked passed by the students at the hallways.

"i just thought, since you we're currently in love with me, right?"

i shifted my gaze somewhere so that he wont see the pink tint on my both cheeks. only him could make me blushed like this even though he's not doing anything sweet, its just a word. why am i so whipped and soft? its not me anymore. soonyoung changed me. . and made me more fragile but in good terms.

"confident, aint you?"

he laughed again. "you wouldn't texted me i love you most yesterday if you arent."

i hit him in chest which made him laugh louder. we were teasing and mocking each other until we both reached my designated room. he bade me goodbyes and he kissed the back of my palm and even my forehead. he told me a very sweet and soothing "goodluck" to me before he vanished through my site.

i entered our room with a smile and a pink tint on my cheeks.

second subject came and we are now at the backstage of the AVR. we were going to perform our final project with two sections watching us. i heard that it was from choreographing major and performing arts major and im hoping that ill see both soonyoung, seungkwan, and seokmin on the crowd later.

ms. lim said something for the opening remarks. all of us here at the backstage are practicing and reading our own songs. i wasnt that nervous, i was just. . you know? i dont know what might soonyoung would react if he hear this song for him. it was literally inspired by him. because im currently in love. i wouldn't deny it anymore.

i can take him officially by now.

the show started and im the third performer. i thought they'll gonna put me to the last since they already know what i am capable about, but because i picked the paper with number three in it, i dont have any choice.

i can hear from here the cheer from the crowd. the AVR is not that huge but not that small. it can fit more than one hundred students inside so for sure, there's a lot of students watching us plus performing arts major has three sections in the third year overall.

i heave a sighed as soon as i heard my name. some of my classmates cheered for me, i just smiled at them in response. i gave to our class mayor the copy of my lyrics and i started to climed up until i reached the center stage.

i was greeted by soonyoung, seokmin and seungkwan's cheer that made let out a huge smile. some students cooed at me and yelled at me that i am cute that he wanted me inside their pocket. i even see soonyoung glared at them. i grabbed the guitar ms. lim gave me as i carefully seated at the center chair.

i held the mic and roam my eyes around but those stopped at soonyoung's cresent eyes. "hi." the crowd went wild that made me laugh. "um. . first of all, i just wanna thank ms. lim for this project which i found a way to express how much this guy really mean to me." i didnt tore my gaze to soonyoung. he bit his lower and fanned himself like he was about to cry

"my.. kwon soonyoung, this is for you."