Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 93

*jihoon*

"soonyoung please, im sorry."

he didnt dart me a glance and he continued eating his food. he was across me so i can see how much he's totally avoiding me, and my eye contact. his eyes were all fixated with his food while i was here staring at him, waiting for him to stared back at me.

geez. its been an hour already since we had an argument. i was the one who cooked the dinner since he wasnt moving playing on his phone there at the room. i had to do things in order for me to make it up to him but still. . he was mad.

i frowned and continued eating my food even though im not in a mood. soonyoung's being mad at me was the last thing i could think, and now that it was happening, i feel like my world wasnt complete. i want his attention, i want his eyes on me, i want him flirting with me, i want him smiling at me, i want him wholly.

it took us more than twenty minutes to finished eating. he waited for me to finish mine since i was doing it slowly, he had to remind me to fasten my repast so that he could get back from playing. it was rude if he'll leave me there eating. i was also the one who washed the dishes because right after i finished my meal, he stood up and he went back to our room. geez.

once im done checking my whole unit, i went back to my room as i saw him playing again. i thought he had took a shower already, but he wasnt yet.

"soonyoung. ." i called him using my most soothing and sedative voice.

he shot me a glance. "what?"

i pouted. "im sorry, babe." i walked closer to him and was about to hug him but he pushed my arms away. though he push my hands, i can still feel how much care he put those for me not to get hurt. i was smiling at the back of my head.

"im sorry."

he heave a sighed. "go and shower yourself im after you."

"but i want us to shower together."

he stopped from playing and he slowly looked at me meeting my gaze. he was sitting on the edge of the bed and i was standing inches away from him on the left. he stared at me for a moment then he bit his lower lip but later on, he shook his head.

"im not in the mood. just go jihoon."

that made me frowned. i rolled my eyes as i walked to reach for the rak and held my towel. i looked at him again then i rolled my eyes before jolting myself to the bathroom.

i was getting pissed minute by minute. i was really trying to make it up to him. i lower my pride since i dont want to make things big and i dont want us to have an argument in between. its was a small thing! why does he couldn't understand that those lyrics are confidential? geez.

i know soonyoung better and what he showed me tonight was really not what im expecting. . or he just, wanna make me sooth him since he was the one who're soothing me for years.

well, if thats what he want then i could give it to him. he wanted to be baby tonight, then go, ill do it. ill cooed him and soothes him. i wont give up until we made things clear for the both of us.

i did my night time routine on the bathroom and burshed my teeth, i even checked some of my purple marks there on my lower neck. soonyoung wont let me stood up on the bed every morning without his marks. i went out of the bathroom and he was there standing while the towel was tucked on his right shoulder.