Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 28

*jihoon*

days had passed and none of it seems different from the way it is yesterday. . quizzes there, graded recitations here, and preparing for the performance. there's nothing new everyday well except for this one. . the way soonyoung had treated me.

well yeah we all know that the girl named "Park Lina" the one's transferee on their major is still not over with soonyoung. . or so i thought she was the one who we're feeling the same way, but right now, day by day i could see that they are both not over with each other. its not like a big deal for me, or something that might cause me a heart break, i didnt even admitted that i like that goddamn man. ever.

but yeah, i can see how happy he was with that lina girl. they've always been together. since day one, thats what ive heard from gossipings which i didnt intended to hear. there's also rumor going on between the two of them that they are dating or somewhat soonyoung is courting lina already. i dont really know. i dont really care after all.

i was patiently waiting for our second prof for today before the lunch break. im playing with my phone to distract myself from thinking other things, but i got halted from playing when a notification popped up on the screen. i had to stop playing for it to read. my forehead creased reading the message from soonyoung. . it was unexpected.

kwon: hi ji :) i packed lunch for the both of us. meet me at the same rooftop. 💙

i rolled my eyes and turned off my phone. when i placed my phone back on my pocket, the prof suddenly entered the room. some of my classmates flinched seeing our prof in front without their consent. minutes later, he had been discussing about our upcoming project individually.

"it should be passed one week before summer break. you had one month and a week to compose your own songs. make sure it was related from what is happening inside of you, personally. understand?"

"ne~"

he was about to erased all the things he had wrote on the white board when he suddenly turned to us again. "wait i forgot something. . you should pass me your reflection about yourself first regarding to what is happening within you. im expecting that what you had written in the reflection paper, that should be your background to make the lyrics. okay?"

once again we whined agreeing to what he was announcing. after that, he dismissed us early. i rolled my eyes and yawned unconsciously. i stood up and stretch my both arms upwards before tucking my bag on my shoulder, and headed outside the classroom. i was really thinking if i should go to that rooftop and meet soonyoung there or nah. i shrugged my shoulder and went straight to my locker.

on my way there, i could hear some couple of girls talking about something. and my ears flinched a little when i heard soonyoung's name again. that hamster really are popular that even some girls here are talking about him like he was the that professional idol. i didnt mind them talking about that hamster even though i heard lina's name along with his. i dont care.

i opened my locker and i was surprise to see a blue paper folded into four sides. my forehead creased and grabbed those. from the way it was written, i know who it is from. soonyoung. i read what is encrypted and just like what he messaged me earlier, he wants to meet me at the same rooftop from the last time and he packed lunch for the both of us. after i put some books on my locker, i headed upright to reach for the rooftop.

it took me three minutes before i got there. i was about to open the door of the rooftop when i heard two people laughing. i leaned my ears to eavesdrop, but then i regretted doing those because what i was heard got me pissed. it was lina along with soonyoung. i can hear them laughing and eating already. . i rolled my eyes and ready to leave but before that i heard lina's laugh.

i smirked. "oh please let her choke to death." i hissed.

i made my way to the ground again getting pissed. the efforts that i did climbing up there from the locker area turned in vain. if only i knew that he was making fun of me, i should've expected. i should've let my foot climb there to see him. i should've believe with that fvcking letter and messaged he sent me. i should've not expected. of course jihoon he'll probably choose to have lunch with that girl than yours. its already came from your thoughts right? that they are feeling the same way towards to each other.

so soonyoung was just making fun of you now. he was fooling you. making you believe with this sweet actions and words. you should've known jihoon. you should've known that he doesnt want you anymore. the thrill he got there already expired. you should've known that he was like playing games with you. you should've known.

you should've known so that you wont be crying right now.

"fuck." i cursed under my breath when i felt the water from eyes started to swell up on my face. i shook my head side to side erasing all the thoughts and feelings ive got here.

i wipe my tears away when i finally got to the ground of the building. i held my head high as if there's nothing happened. i held my head high as if i didnt cried over that fvcking useless feelings inside of me. i was walking down the hallways when i realized that almost all of the students are screaming and making their way outside the building. some of them are running to see whats happening. i dont really dont mind them when jeonghan hyung, wonwoo and seokmin appeared on my side. worried and nervousness plastered on their faces.

"w-why?"

jeonghan hyung tugged me along with his. and in a split second, we are running outside.

"minghao hyung is attempting to kill himself right now at the rooftop of engineering building." seokmin informed me.

fuck. fuck. fuck one thousand times.

we stopped by at seungkwan's spot. i looked up and my heart jumped in nervousness when i saw minghao on the rooftop about to jumped. "oh my god minghao!" i exclaimed. my knees and hands started to fidget. my heart beating so fast.

"goddamnit! lets go to the rooftop!" wonwoo suggested.

we are all ran to reach for the rooftop. i had to tucked myself to jeonghan hyung cause my knees are shaking already. i can hear seungkwan's sobbed making me more weaker. when we reached the rooftop, we saw minghao punching the poor man we dont know who.

wonwoo and i tried to pulled minghao to stop him from punching the poor man. i had to hugged him from the back to stopped him doing any violence, wonwoo helped me with minghao but he stepped in between so that he would stop punching. we had to pulled minghao away from the man. jeonghan hyung helped the poor man to stood up.

minutes later, the door swung open revealing the university nurses. the two of them escorted with stretcher. and since i was holding minghao, he looked at me crying. . his nose are bleeding. my heart scattered into tiny pieces.

"h-hyung. ."

i sobbed hard.