Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 39

*jihoon*

its has been like. . uh? one week straight? oh yeah. one week straight since that. . you know, what ive witnessed in the locker area. you know what, i felt i had been traumatize. i dont want to go to locker area alone, i need someone to accompany me to go there because if i do it by myself, the memories will just automatically flushed through my head. and those are sucks.

and those one week, i really did my best to avoid soonyoung even if we are in the same building together. if i would see him in the crowd, ill be staying away or walk away just for me not to see him. i dont know. because it hurts? the more i will see soonyoung, the more it creates a pang on my chest so i really did my best to avoid nor not having contact with him.

but i just rolled my eyes when i realized that. . it was saturday today, and you know weekends, both me and him are mentoring the trainees. this would be like their second to the last or the penultimate of them being a trainee, two months from now, those five girls are already debuting. im hoping the best for them.

i knocked three times before twitching the doorknob, as i entered the office, the cold from the aircon greeted me which made me hug myself. i looked somewhere and i saw mr. han siting on his throne while looking at me. he gestured me to sit on the chair to the right side across his. i was really wondering why did he called me early this morning, and why is it only me? this meeting should be with soonyoung.

"good morning, mr. han." i said bowing before siting on the chair he gestured me to sit. "so. . why did you called for me? and why am i alone? soonyoung should be involve here."

mr. han chuckled. then he pulled the drawer in his left side. he let out a brown short envelope from the drawer and he handled it to me. i was really hesitant at first to take those but he forced me to so i dont have a choice. i read what is written on the top of the paper.

"a request letter from new york big machine company."

what he said is what is written on the top of the envelope.

"open it jihoon. thats all for you."

i didnt hesitate and followed what he commanded me to do. i opened the envelope and i was greeted by five pages white sheets of paper. i took those out and scanned the whole thing i was handling. my forehead creased when i read my name there on the side. . it was like.

"a contract?" i slowly said reading each and every words of the first page. my heart started to thumped faster. "a contract from new york big machine company. . they want me to be one of their. ." i swallowed hard. my hands started to fidget. "composer." i finished.

i slowly raised my gaze. i stared at mr. han with my eyes widened. he smiled at me from ear to ear like he was that really proud of me for having me on their company. i swallowed hard and i unconsciously tighten the grip on the paper i was holding. . both of my eyes started to get teary. mr. han nodded to me while still smiling.