Anyone but You :: soonhoon

ABY :: 64

*jihoon*

the four of us ate lunch together at the dinning area. the whole time was full of soonyoung's laugh since my mom and solji-ssi keeps talking about me when i was young. if i could only scold them both, i already did those earlier than sooner.

mom was really fond of talking with soonyoung. it was the first timeㅡoh yeah, this really was the first time i saw her being fond with someone, and since this was the first time i introduce a guy as my boyfriend. i thought my mom wouldn't like me being a bi, or having a boyfriend, but she told me that those are not making me less of a human.

its normal. and she accepted me for who i am.

after lunch, solji-ssi are the one who would wash the dishes since she didnt do her part earlier because my boyfriend was the one who cooked the lunch for us. my mom and i went back to her room, she told she wants to sleep with me beside her. she even asked soonyoung a permission to have some time.

"soonyoung loves you so much, baby."

i hummed in response while stroking her hair. i was staring on the side thinking about nothing. we are here on her bed and she's cuddling me, she was fond of hugging someting or someone before she falls asleep so it maybe hard for her to sleep alone last night when im away. and im worried if she'll be fine here after this vacation. i need to go back to seoul for my studies.

"i love him more, mom."

she giggled. "always finds a reason to hold his hand, okay? hold him tight jihoon. a person like soonyoung is rare."

i smiled. "i wont ever. as in ever, let him split in my arms. he is close to my everything, mom. i want him for a lifetime." i said still staring into nothingness, but a smile crept into my face when soonyoung's happy face pictured on my head.

my everything.

"if ever he did something to you, always seek for explanation and reasons coming from his side. always gathered information only through him, okay?"

"what do you want to point out, mom?"

i felt her moving her body upright thats why i jerked my head to her. she changed her position and now, shes staring at me with so much emotion in her eyes. she cupped my face and squeeze those a bit.

"listen only to him. always believe in him. and dont give up on him that easy, right baby?"

i giggled. "of course mom. i trust soonyoung, fully."

"awe my baby is all grown up now." she even ruffled my hair which made me chuckled.

she got back from her position earlier. she hugged me so tight like she dont want me to let go. i hugged her back until she falls asleep, while im still staring at the ceiling. . thinking about what she said.

after i heard my mom snoring, i carefully removed her hands on my waist and stood up silently. i put a soft pillow on her side so that she wont wake up trying to find me by her side. i kissed her forehead and i told her how much i love her in whispers. after that, i silently walk out of her room with some questions in my head.

i walked on the hallways until i reached my room. there, i saw soonyoung prettily lying on the bed while holding my phone again, probably playing those games i dont know that i have on my phone. he shot me glance then he smiled at me before shifting his attention back to my phone. i sat beside him and leaned my back agaisnt the headboard.