HURT •Jaden Hossler•

Chapter 16

⚠️SMUT WARNING⚠️

Jaden kept kissing my neck, making sure to leave a mark. I bit my lip trying to keep everything in knowing that Anthony was on the other side of the hall, hoping he was asleep. Jaden breathing became heavier, just like mine. Feeling his breath on my skin made me shiver thru out my whole body. Goosebumps started to form everywhere and knew he knew had this effect on me. I haven't felt this good in months. Jaden moved back to my lips while my hands were in his hair. I pushed him off me and I moved on top of him. We connected our lips again and I was slowly grinding on him. I feel his bulge grow and I hear him groan quietly. I moved down to his jaw and behind his ear. "Ali... I need you", Jaden whispered. I stopped kissing his neck and sat up. I pulled my shirt over my head and he did the same. I was not completely comfortable with showing my body, mainly because of social media and my parents. I covered my chest as Jaden was looking me up and down. He pulled my arms down, making me move forward towards him. "You are beautiful", he said kissing me. I looked at him and started to blush. "Don't hide your body, I love it", he said smiling. I moved my hands away and kissed him again. He rolled us over not breaking the kiss. "Done that before?", I asked chuckling. "You know it", he said grinning and moving down my neck again.

After making out for a few minutes he pulled my shorts off and took off his sweats. Even tho I was not confident with my own body, he made me feel like I was. He grabbed a condom from the drawer form his nightstand. He took off his boxer and slowly took of my underwear. Feeling his hands going down my leg made me close my eyes and moan quietly. He put the condom on and hovered over me again. "Are you sure?", he asked looking serious. "Yes", I said smiling at him. Him asking if I really wanted to made me wanting it more. He kissed my lips and slowly went in. I tried my best to keep my moans in, but is wasn't easy. He let me adjust to his size and I nodded as I felt myself relax a bit. He started slowly and I felt the most pleasure that I had ever felt. After a few minutes he went faster and the trusts became sloppier. I was feeling like hitting my high and I arched my back. He was breathing heavy in the crook of my neck and I moaned in his ear. "Oh my god...", I whispered in between breaths, "I'm about..." "Me too", Jaden groaned. I closed my eyes and covered my own mouth knowing I was making too much noise. I hear Jaden groan and we came on the same time.

⚠️END OF SMUT ⚠️

He slowly pulled out and laid next to me. He pulled me close to him and I laid my head on his chest. He pulled the covers over us. We were both out of breath and my legs felt numb. I haven't had sex in two months, I almost forgot how it felt. I'm kidding... This felt truly amazing and I hope Jaden enjoyed it too. Our breathing became normal again and he was playing with my hair. It was already 4:30 am in the morning. We haven't talked for about thirty minutes now, but it was peaceful. The sun was already rising and the light was coming into his room. "Do you want to go watch the sunset at the beach?", he asked. "Yeah", I said looking up at him. He kissed my forehead and I smiled at him. "Can we shower first?", I asked sitting up holding the sheets to cover myself. He nodded and walked to my side of the bed. He picked me up, with the sheets and all, and carried me to the bathroom. I giggled as I put my face in the crook of his neck. I can feel that he is smiling. He puts me down on the counter and turned on the shower. As the water was started to warm up Jaden stood in between my legs. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me. He then pulled me closer and put his hands under my thighs. He lifted me up and walked into the shower. He puts me down slowly, but my legs felt weak and I guess he took the hint. "My legs hurt", I said pouting holding on to him. "I'm sorry", he said chuckling and holding my waist. "Don't be, it was worth it", I said smiling at him. "Oh that for sure", he said smiling and starting to blush.

We showered quickly and got out after we were done. He carried me back to his room and gave me some underwear and got himself clothes. "Do you want my sweats or your legging?", he asked holding them both up. "Sweats please", I said sitting up. He nodded and grabbed one of his hoodies and my bra, and walked over to me. He helped me with getting the sweats on and handed me my bra. I put it on and he pulled the hoodie over my head. He kissed the top of my head and pulled me up. "Let's go", he said smiling. I smiled back at him and he gave me a piggy ride to his car. He sat me in the passenger seat and then went to sit on his side. After getting Starbucks and some breakfast we went to the beach on watched the sunset. It was truly beautiful. I don't regret doing anything tonight, it was just right. I haven't felt this way about Jaden for a long time. Memories came back from a few years ago and I smiled to myself, but then I also remembered the other stuff. What if it happens again?

~ Jaden's POV ~
After we got back from the beach Avani and Anthony were already up. My parents made pancakes but me and Aliyah had already eaten. We went to sit on the table, but we walked really slow. Since Aliyah... well you know. I felt guilty, but on the other side it was really good. I chuckled as she was trying to keep a straight face. "Jaden, I'll kill you", she whispered looking at me. I smiled at her and we finally sat down. "Are you good, girl?", Avani asked Aliyah. "Yeah... I-I worked out yesterday", Aliyah said smiling a bit. I chuckled and Anthony looked at me confused. "So what are the plans today?", mom asked sipping on her coffee. "I don't know, maybe just chill at the house", I said shrugging. "We should do a-", Anthony started but was cut off by Aliyah and Avani. "Movie day!", they exclaimed at the same time. "Wasn't what I wanted to say, but sure", Anthony said throwing up his hands. "Sounds like fun", dad said chuckling at Anthony. "Well we are going out with the Hall's and Moormeier's, so will be gone all day", mom said. "What are you going to do?", I asked. "We're going to the lake", she said. I nodded and we had some small talk while they were eating.

"You should ask the group to come over", Aliyah asked as everyone was having a different conversation. "Yeah, I'll text them", I said grabbing my phone. I wanted to text the group chat but a notification popped up. It was from Instagram. I tapped on it and it opened the DM. I looked at the username and I was shocked. I looked up and saw that Aliyah was talking with my mom. I looked back at my phone and saw the message.

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madslewis

Heyy...
I miss you

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???

I still love you J
Please give me a chance

I'm sorry Mads, but I can't
You hurt me, once I found out what you did

Don't forget you hurted me first
You kinda owe me

(seen 8:26 am)

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Then everything came back. Yes it was true. I hurted her first, but it doesn't work like that. She forgave me and I was really thankful. But she did the same without telling me. She blocked Aliyah on everything and cut her out of her life. I know Aliyah and I shouldn't had done that, but... even then it felt... right?

A/N

I hope it was good. And if I'm honest I cringed writing this, but oh well

Here's a little quote:
I wish I could show you,
When you are lonely or in darkness,
The astonishing light of your own being.

Goodnight babes<333