"Doctor suggested that he should avoid stressing himself especially with something that can trigger his memories back. It happened before and he was in so much pain. My maternal ached at his sight. That's why we discussed with Bang PD and agreed to sign an agreement with the members. I'm not forbidding your relationship, but I care about my son. I will always choose him over everything."
Mrs Jeon cried in front Lisa. She was holding Lisa's hands.
"Please, Lily... I just want him to live well and happy like before. Find another man that can love you better than him. Get married and forget him. Lovers aren't always ended being together. True love is when you are happy seeing him happy, he smiles with whoever the person is,... you need to know that not everything you dream for you will obtain it."
'It's not that easy. Eomma you don't understand.'
"You are beautiful, still young and famous. There must a lot of men that will be attracted to you. If you be with him, it will be useless because he doesn't remember you."
Lisa stayed silent.
"Please... why are you not saying anything? Please for god sake. Forget him, for his wellbeing. For your love... I'm begging you."
Mrs Jeon was crying so hard but her request was too impossible for her. Lisa was undivided either to stay with Jungkook or fulfil her mother's request.
In another scenario, she would choose to stay but with her mother begging for her made her thought if one day she had her children. Would she do the same as Mrs Jeon?
Plus she so good at convincing people.
Slowly Lisa nodded in agreement. She knew she was letting go of Jungkook for good. But compared to her, Mrs Jeon had more right on him.
"I promise."
She said in low voice. Maybe this was her karma for what she did to him. He deserves someone that can love him unconditionally and trust him without any doubt.
Lisa didn't notice that was already reached the main door of the villa. The van parked in the lawn with her members waiting for her. their eyes sparkling anticipating some good news from her.
She failed them. She failed Jungkook. She failed her members and she failed her family. She started sobbing and ran to her members.
She felt so helpless.
The members tried to cheer her up once they seated inside the van. Lisa looked at the villa for the last time as they left the yard.
'Goodbye Kookie-ya. I love you.'
In her room, Lisa hugged her knees while sitting in the corner of the room.
"Don't you disobey me! Don't even challenge me. This time, if you walk away from me by one step, I will walk away ten steps ahead. If you leave me once, I will leave forever! You won't ever see me again."
That's right. She didn't found her Kookie.
"Don't look for me. You will never find me again. Not a single drop of your tears drops because of me."
Amazing.
Not one drop of her tears drop.
It's okay if he doesn't remember her as long as he's safe. Lisa would do anything for him. But will she be okay if he falls in love again? With another woman? Will she accept without losing her mind?
Lisa doesn't want to drown in her sorrow, she got up and went for a shower. She hasn't even discarded her maid clothing and wig. Thankfully she didn't have any class that day.
She intended to stroll at the hotel surrounding but ended up at the café. The mini-stage attracted her attention and a thought came to her mind. There set of instruments and some musicians adjusting them. They must be the hotel's band.
She found a worker setting the table cloths not far from her.
"Excuse me, do you know the café manager?"
"I'm the manager. What can I help you with miss?"
"I wonder if I can join the band to practise. I feel like singing these days." Lisa asked in nervousness. She was shy to sing in front of people but that day, her desire to sing cannot be tolerated.
"I have no problem with that. Let's go meet them first shall we?"
Lisa nodded and they approached the band.
"Good day guys, how are you guys doing?" The manager asked.
The band leader came to greet them.
"Hello, Mr Liu. Something happened. Ren can't come to sing today. We are lacking a singer."
Lisa raised her eyebrows because she can't understand what he was saying. She waited for the manager to translate it for her.
"Their vocalist is not here. They have no replacement. You want to join them for today?"
Lisa's eyes sparkled. She nodded vigorously.
The manager turned back to the bandleader and told him about the idea.
"Do you mind if this young miss fill-in the vacancy for today?"
The leader took a look at Lisa up and down.
"Can she sing? I don't have time to play!" He slurred.
Lisa can guess that he was mocking her. Before the leader got any more to say, Lisa went up to the stage. She asked the guitarist to play some notes for her.
She grabbed the mic and...
Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part, paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forget about it
Everything is grey under these skies
Wet mascara
Hiding every cloud under a smile
When there's cameras
And I just can't reach out to tell you
That I always wonder what you're up to
The leader was speechless. The manager and band members clapped for her amazing vocal.
"Okay. She's in." The leader said. He watched Lisa in awe.
"Maybe she can be our new vocalist?"
The manager slapped his shoulder.
"Watch your mouth. You are disrespecting her."
"Who is she by the way?" The guitarist asked.
"Miss, do you mind to introduce yourself?" The manager asked.
Lisa slowly removed her face mask.
"Hello everyone. I am Lisa from Blackpink. Thank you for allowing me to become your vocalist for a day." She winked.
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