In Love With The Demon (Hudson Series # 2)

Chapter 21

#ILWTD CHAPTER 21

Did you know the feeling of being lost? That you've been there at the moment but your mind is not cooperating? That all you can do is to stop your tears from falling, 'cause you don't want the others to see you and think that you're a weak?

I felt that earlier...

I don't know if I would believe her for telling me who's the person I gave my heart with. Is she telling the truth, that I love Zab? Whenever, Zab is close to me, I can feel something, yes. But, is it love? Should I believe her? Should I tell my mind that I will help her to remember Zab more now?

Arah's my best friend. She's been with me, three years already. She said earlier that I've been in love with, Zab three years already, too. It means, I've been telling her my feelings for Zab, since then. It means she's telling the truth? That I really love Zab?

Maybe...

I excused myself earlier the moment Arah done talking about my feelings for Zab, 'cause I felt my eyes got watered. I don't know why, but the moment I turned my back at them, the hold back tears fell from my watering eyes. My heart tightened. Thinking of my forgotten feelings for Zab made my heart ache.

Yung parang naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi nakalimutan ko ang napaka- importanteng bagay na yun. Yung... hindi ko tanggap na nakalimutan ko. Naiinis ako kasi bakit pati yun nakalimutan ko? I can't help but to feel a disappointment to myself. But there's only one person, I can put the blame on. And speaking of that devil person...

"You look better now."

I can't help but to roll my eyes. "What are you doing here?"

"I heard that you went here today, so I came,"

"Oh, really? Why did you think of coming here after what you cause me? Did your conscience bothered you since that night?"

"I think you forgot too that I don't have conscience." He said leaning his back on his new car-since the red race car he used that night fell at the cliff. He then, cross his arms, staring at me. Head to toe.

"Oo nga naman. Sana nga buong ikaw yung nakalimutan ko, hindi lang ang konsensiya mo." Sa sobrang inis ko sa kanya dahil sa nangyari sa'kin, nawala yung takot ko. Parang ang tapang-tapang ko nga ngayon sa harap niya e.

Inis na inis ako to the point na gusto ko siyang sutok-suntukin. Nawala lahat ng takot ko, kasi naiisip ko yung nangyari sa'kin dahil sa kagagawan niya. I wasn't expecting him to come and see me, but might as well, take this opportunity to punch him as what I wanted. And so I did. I punch him, enough to heard him cuss.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, woman?!"

I glared at him first, before made myself calm and face him seriously.

"Kulang pa yan," I told him.

He cuss again. "Fucking fuck! If I knew that you were just punch me, I shouldn't just come here. After all, you're looking better. I thought you don't have a strength still, because of what happened, but it turns out that you're actually healed and now kicking, or should I say, punching." He said looking really pissed. "Agh! Am I going to expect another swollen part of my face?"

Ngayon ko lang napansin na may pasa din siya sa iba't-ibang parte ng mukha niya, lalong-lalo na sa kabilang pisngi at mata niya. Pansin ko rin ang benda na naka-palibot sa kanang braso niya. Kung hindi ko lang alam ang ugali niya, ay maawa siguro ako, pero dahil siya si Caezar, hindi ako na-guilty dun sa suntok ko sa kanya.

"What happened to you?" Tanong ko sa kanya. He glared at me and cuss again. My mind telling me that it's because of what happened that night too, since, dalawa kaming na-aksidente dahil dinamay niya lang ako, but there's a part of me, that it wasn't just because of that, but to anything else? Maybe?