So this is the 10th and i had somethings to say THIS WAS BEING WRITTEN AS IM WRITING CHAPTER 43 OR WHATEVER
I am writing now that the nails are off.
I made my 100 days of self harm free
I made up a saying and its chicken parm not self harm and i very proud of it
I'm also sick i thinks its the weather but it also might be a cold.
Casual sex one shots are hard to find. ( my explanation is the fact that I am a virgin and a woman AND itd awkward for me even though........ but yeah)
I almost committed alivent but I stabbed my sketchbook and then i used that same knife to rip open my gudetama egg and now I'm kinda sad about but but whatever.
I'm experiencing academic burnout earlier than I expected. If was wasnt doing online school it would be better but yeah.
Yall this isnt like a like yk new thing but I'm just such a fucking bottom/brat/sub its not even funny anymore. WHDBDBS DO YALL WANNA SEE MY BDSM.COM RESULTS!!?!
But yeah I say im a switch ( for being a bottom and sub) and so this dude popped up on my fyp and im seriously doubting that. He is like doing the whole yagami yato/ auralescent ( listen to him i would DIE for him) and he was like " Mommy please... ill do whatever you want just please mommy." Etc right
AND THE MIXED EMOTIONS THIS MAN MAKES ME FEEL ARE JUST. AND HE IS DOING THIS LIKE KNEELING TYPE POSE AND IM LOSING MY SHIT
If I made one would yall like join my discord server
I got a violin for my birthday because yk why not and the string broke and i have a tank top on and it like gave my a welt across my chest and i-
Anyway I'm also getting Boba today i hope
Like my chest really hurts.
So if you didn't know I'm a whore for money but money isn't my love language or whatever thats too much to unpack right now and my cousin sent me a screenshot of this girl who was offering money for you to be their sub and i was like can I get the @ right and so then like she just got weird so I'm single again and i am still fucking broke.
Anywayz I'm failing math so yes I am going to swan dive off the roof.
Anyways I've been really not even sad juet dead inside yk and it always gets worse around school but anyways I made my 100 days a couple days ago
And i made a saying up and i just want to share. Chicken parm not self harm and o put that on my dry erase board.
But yeah i am trying to learn how to ply this 70 dollar violin.
The chapter is chaotic ngl but im kinda burnt out rn but the next chapter will be amazing.
My chest like really hurts but yes
I'm in math rn and yes I'm not understanding anything
Draco.
So guys I posted and yeah. But this note is a mess
My boba came and it was immaculate.
I've decided I don't want to be a psychiatrist i want to become a sugar baby because honestly fuck everything at this point.
Like I just want to yk bust it open for a rack but I know thats not okay.
Anyways yes sugar baby because im poor and sad.
Also I want to make this like hogwarts thing and its just working my brain and wjajdjs dusjdj
