{Revenge}
Everything was dark and cold. My puffy eyes are drooping over as the loose blindfold block my senses in order to see images. I steady my breath and try to calm the panic in my chest. I shot my eyes closed. Trying to remember what happened.
That I just wish that I didn't.
Sariwa pa sa aking alaala lahat ng nangyari kagabi. It was our wedding anniversary. And supposedly I am laughing and eating with him. Spending the night over candlelight I prepared. I imagine entirely that evening to be perfect for both of us.
And now where did it take me?
Nakaramdam naman ako ng sakit at puot yung tipong pinipiga and dibdib ng maalala and mga 'to.
Simula sa pagbabago niya ng pakikitungo.
Every night that I choose to wait for his arrival. Those sleepless nights that I yearn for his love. Ni wala pa akong maayos na tulog. Nakailang kape na ba ako para lang hindi siya makatulugan? Ni hindi ko na mabilang.
Para na akong magkakasakit kaaalala. Di bale ng mapuyat ako at mapagod kakahintay. Just to be sure he was safe. Siya lang ang nasa isip ko lahat ng oras. Lagi siya ang nakikita ko kahit wala naman talaga ang presensiya niya.
Hindi ako nagreklamo. Kahit tinutusok ang puso ko sa sakit na hindi man lang niya ma attain na tingnan at kausapin ako.
And it definitely hurts like hell!
I didn't demand anything. But he should at least respect me as a person too. Hindi dahil hiningi ko, kundi dapat lang niyang ibigay 'yun dahil yun ang nararapat.
Even if he's mad. There's no better excuse for hurting me that much. Kasi masakit yung ginawa niya. Galit man siya o hindi. He should have talked to me and enlighten me. Dahil yun ang ginawa ko sa kanya.
Hindi lang emotionally niya ako nasaktan, but deeply in my heart, he broke the trust that I cherish for him. Tears shone in my eyes inevitably. I gasped for air trying to remove the thought of his betrayal.
This time hindi na ako nagkamali. I heard their voice. Their fucking disgusting voice. Moaning in pleasure while I'm sitting stupidly waiting for him.
I hated him but i hated myself more, I feel hopeless but some part of me is hoping. That I can't breathe enough to suppress my sobbing.
An empty room with only one white bulb giving a slight image of the place. It was an unclear impression. Because of the piece of cloth covering my eyes. The cold floor adds up to terror in my head. Touching and feeling my exposed arm and legs.
I didn't bother to move in that position for hours. All I do was breathe in exhaustion. The excruciating physical pain was enough to put me lying on the floor.
Until I hear loud and heavy footsteps in the near room. I move a bit as the person tried to close the distance between us. All I hear was his deep breathing.
"Your awake now princess?!" sinipa niya ang binti ko
Napadaing ako sa sakit na hatid nun.
"Who the fuck are you?!" i spat, i remember someone saying sorry to me that night. Bago pa ako pawian ng ulirat.
He kneels and tightly holds my arms raising me to sit. "Don't you fucking touch me!" sigaw ko pa dahil sa gigil.
"Silly" he murmured.
Ginapangan ako ng kaba ng dumaplis ang palad nito sa aking leeg. "Don't..." takot kong sambit. Dahil pihadong wala akong laban.
Kumibo ako para iwasan ang pagbaba nito sa aking dibdib.
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