Four words I resent my entire life were "I am your father." Hearing this or reading it made me feel immense amount of anger and pain
Pain, I was left to deal with
Pain and Resentment towards my "dad"
Eating me alive with how much pain I had to deal with because of your action
Because you were so miserable
Use your power and love as fa ather
To show your kids what is not a good representation of love, but a bad one
I always fear I am going to end up with someone like you
Someone so so so cruel
You were a miserable boy telling everyone what to do
Yet you couldn't do anything to change your behavior, your actions or your words
You couldn't control everyone else
But you couldn't control your weak impulses
You are a sad excuse for a man
I always viewed you as a bo,y not a man
I always despised you because deep down I knew I still loved you even when I knew it was wrong and bad for me
Feeling guilty for loving you
I still love you with all of your behavior when it isn't tolerated
It was inhumane
