I hate you because I can't even hate you
A sentence that has been so profound in my life
I find myself pondering this sentence over and over again
So much anger and love collided into one sentence
I don't even hate you because I love you
I miss you
I miss our bond and memories
I miss how we used to laugh hard until my stomach hurt
You hurt me while I was still
I showed up when you didn't
I was there when you weren't there for me
I did everything I could, yet you did nothing
I place a boundary, and you laugh
You laugh it off, thinking I was a joke
The boundary I placed was real
I hate you because I can't even have you
I can't even let it go because if I do, I know I will go right back on my word
