It was 7:30 when I was done.
I posted my two videos for the week and I had nothing to do. I decided to go to Jamba Juice and get some fruits at the grocery store. I slid my phone in my pocket and grabbed my keys. I walked past everyone in the living room and left the apartment. I heard some people come out of the apartment but I don't know who left.. I took the elevator down and walked to my car. Another note, "maggie im really sorry" . I crumbled it up again and threw it on the floor of my car. I turned my car on and backed out of my parking space. I started driving toward Jamba Juice when I had to stop at a light. I saw Marlenes escalade... Why. The one time I want to be lonely I can't be. I rerouted so I went to the store first, I parked and rushed inside. I grabbed a basket and walked to the fruit section. I picked out strawberries,grapes,bananas, and oranges. I carried everything to the checkout line and waited for 15 minutes and then finally checked out. I carried my bag to the car and sat it down in the front seat. I wish Gabe and Sunny were here, I miss them. (Bestfriends that are in New Jersey) I turned my car back on and drove to Jamba Juice. I made it there at 8:48. I got out and went inside and ordered my large strawberry and banana smoothie and paid for it. I sat down at one of the high tops and texted sunny. "Hey I miss you, I'm an emotional wreck right now and you and gabe should come and cheer me up, you guys always seem to find a way.😔" . I sipped my drink and went back to my car. I turned it on and I busted out crying. "Why. I just don't understand" I thought. I sat in the car for 30 minutes crying my eyes out. I attempted to stop crying and tweeted "Did I even mean anything to you. You were my everything.💔😩" . I wiped my eyes and thought of the positive things. I finally started driving and I needed to get gas. I drove a mile or two and found a gas station and started filling up my car. "Please see cashier to pay" the machine blurted. Ugh. I got my wallet out of the car and went inside to pay for it, when I got back I got in my car and drove home. School starts February 17. I'll have three classes per week untill April 20. The light turned green and I drove fast home. I grabbed everything and rushed inside. I got to my floor and Matt was outside his door. I walked past him and he didn't do anything. I sat everything by my door and pushed a key in and I saw some girl walk up to Matt and kiss him. I threw my wallet in the room and I grabbed everything else and slammed the door. "Yo what happened?" Cameron said. "It doesn't Matter," I said and carried my stuff to the kitchen. Everyone was silent. I took out a plate and cut my banana and strawberries up , put two grape vines on my plate and a orange. I threw the bag away and grabbed a decorative tray and put my plate in it with my smoothie and went to my room. I shut my door and put my tray on my bed. I tossed my wallet and keys on my dresser. I sat down on my bed and turned on Netflix. I watched charlottes web because why not. I took a really cool picture of the plate and the Netflix pop up in the background. I posted it on ig "how I spend my nights now a days..". I got under my covers and pulled up my plate and went on Instagram and looked a all my fanpages. They were so cool I commented and liked. I took snapchats of my food and Netflix and the video'd myself crying because Charlotte died. "But the babies!" I cried. My caption was "yes, I'm watching charlottes web, I'm emotional what can I say!" . I finished my whole plate at midnight, I sat my plate on my side table and shut off Netflix. I set my alarm for 9:30 and fell asleep.
