I walked back into the room and Matt was pacing. "Whatcha doing" I laughed. "Nothing." He growled. "Okay what the h*ll is wrong. Something's wrong and instead of telling me you're giving me attitude" I said and sat on my bed. "You just don't f*cking understand. Just leave me alone. You're really annoying me right now." Matt snapped and left. I could feel the water in my eyes about to fall. All I did was watch him leave, like it was nothing. I sprawled out on my bed and put my face into my pillow and cried. I can't stand when people are mad at me. Someone texted me but I ignored it. Than 18 thousand more messages were sent, my ringer is so annoying. I picked up my phone and could barely read. Cameron. He started calling me. "Hello" he said in a strict voice. "Hi" I cried. "Maggie are you okay!? I'm sorry Matt is just in this mood because hayes said something to him and he was upset. Please don't be sad." Cameron informed. "I'm fine. I'm just shocked. I can't take it when he yells at me." I cried. Cameron and I had a long talk about it and than we hung up. I decided to go on a jog so I put on my long spandex material running pants from areo, a sports bra and my sneakers. I grabbed my keys, phone , and headphones and went downstairs. I peeked out the door an Matt and everyone was in the hallway. I rushed to the stairs and went down stairs. "F*cking ridiculous" I cried. I got to my car and drove to the beach. Matt kept texting me but I ignored him. I got there and parked, I tweeted, "I get it all the time, I shouldn't be surprised you told me that.". I got out and out my head phones on and ran down the beach. I started crying so I sat down and looked up at the stars. "I over think." I tweeted. I looked at Matt's text and they said, "don't do anything you would regret. Please. Don't. I'm sorry". I texted him back, "you mean cut my wrist or down a bottle of pills". "Yes , just please. I'm sorry," he replied. "When did I turn suicidal?" I texted back and looked back up at the stars. "What am I suppose to do." I cried. Than my phone went off, Matt. "I'm just saying in general.". "Well you guys need to quit. I'm not gonna f*cking kill myself or harm my body." I replied. And put my phone on vibrate. Cameron called, "maggie, f*ck where are you!?" He yelled. "Woah chill I'm at the beach thinking, it's one place I can be in peace." I said and hung up. So annoying why does everyone think I'm suicidal. I saw like 6 guys running down the beach with flash lights. I swear to god if that's Matt and the boys im gonna loose my mind. I dug a little hole and sunk into it. "Maggie!!!?!!" Matt yelled. Are you kidding me? Like am I gonna drown myself or let a shark eat me because he yelled at me!? I got up and sprinted to my car. I opened it and locked it and sat with my feet in the passenger seat. "All I want to do is sit on the beach and just think about my life but no.." I tweeted and closed my eyes. I saw the flash lights but my car. They all knocked on my window. I groaned. I was crying because I was so pissed off. I turned my car on and rolled my window down alittle. "Maggie! Are you okay!" Cameron yelled. "No I was gonna let a shark eat me but thank god you guys were here" i sarcastically said. "Are you f*cking serious" Matt said and threw his flashlight on the ground. "What you're mad at me now because I didn't harm myself? I will if it'll make you feel better" I said to Matt. Cameron Gabe me a dirty look. I rolled my eyes and backed up and drove to Jamba Juice. I sat in the car for a bit and leaned on the steering wheel. Why. I started crying again, I'm so stressed out right now. "I'm glad you care about me but I need alone time to." I tweeted. I leaned back in my seat and breathed in and out. It's my way of calming myself down. I got out and went inside and ordered my usual drink. I was waiting and staring at the floor when someone came up behind me and grabbed my waist. I jumped alittle. "Kian!" I said. He laughed and saw I was upset. "What happened doll face." Kian said with a pouty face. "Maggie" the cashier said and handed me my drink. Kian took me to his table. "Matt. He yelled at me earlier because I was being 'annoying' and he was in a bad mood. So I went on a jog and went to the beach to look at the stars to calm myself down and he had his friends search the beach for me because I'm suicidal apparently... He got mad at me AGAIN. So I drove off and here I am." I said and wiped my eyes. "Oh that's sh*tty.. I saw your tweets." Kian said and rubbed my back. "Him and his friends are probably like stalking me through the windows now, making sure I don't mill myself." I said and roll my eyes. "Wait why do they think your suicidal?!" Kian said looking at my wrist. "No idea." I said. Cameron texted me, "that was a sh*tty move" . I showed kian and kians died. "I swear they're outside and watching me, Er us. Watch I'll text you and tell you that they were her." I laughed. Kian and I talked for awhile and than the place was closing. I hugged kian. "Kian thanks for everything. For real." I said. "No problem doll face." He said and we broke away and drove our separate ways.
