At 8:30 we went to Matt's room. I walked really slow but he pulled me. "Matt I can't they hate me. Cameron. Everyone." I said. Matt rolled his eyes and opened the door and brought me In and shut it. "Ugh why is she here" cameron groaned. "Ew" nash said. "Seriously dude dump and change" Carter said. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I started walking toward the door but Matt pulled me into his chest and pulled me into his room. I stood there helplessly my heart started beating faster. Matt carried me into his bed and laid next to me. "It's okay im sorry."Matt said and rubbed my back. I cuddled up to Matt. "I'm sorry." I said and tried to get up put he pulled me down. I went on Twitter and they all tweeted things like "fake people are the worst, thought she was a real nice girl. Guess I was wrong" . I started bawling, it was one of those cried where you couldn't stop, you couldn't control how loud you were. Matt kissed my head but I kept crying. I cried for hours until midnight. I calmed myself down and finally tried to sleep. Someone walked in. "Why is this sk*nk here" cameron Said. "Bro shut the f*ck up. She's mine.f*ck you guys. Stop calling her names. I love her. You guys are just stuck up *ss holes. God she finally stopped crying because you guys hate her. She loves you guys like you're her brothers. You just f*cked that up."Matt yelled. Cameron walked out and slammed the door which made me jump. "Babe please tell me you didn't hear that."Matt said. I looked at him and he looked down at me. I put my left arm in his chest and my left leg over his waist and my other leg straight out. This is the only way I sleep. Matt turned the light off and we both attempted to sleep. "Good night baby, I love you, never forget that" Matt said. "I love you more" I said and choked up. "Babe please don't cry" he said. I started tearing up. "Maggie!" He said and pulled me ontop of him. "Please!" He begged and kissed me and I kissed back. He smirked and I nuzzled my head into his chest. He put his arms around my waist. I fell asleep shortly after. The morning after. It's now Sunday.. I woke up and it was 5:30. Why am I waking up this early. I got up and sat at Matt's desk. I wrote 5 sticky notes to "Nash, hayes, cameron, Taylor, and shawn.". I wrote on each one. "I'm sorry. I guess you guys hate me now. I'll just stay out of your way. I'm really sorry. I guess I screwed things up. I hate myself for it." Each one was worded different but sounded similar. I stuck them on each door and went back to Matt. I got back into bed and snuggled into Matt. At 10, Matt finally woke up. "Good morning baby" Matt said in his sleepy voice. "Good morning" I said back. He got up and went to the bathroom. I laid in bed. I have To go now before they all wake up. "Matt I have to leave like right now" I said threw the door. He opened it and pulled me closer to him. "Is this because of the boys." He said. "Maybe." I said and hugged him. "I just can't." I said. "Babe" he whined. I put my head on his chest. "You're a shortie" he laughed. I looked at him and laughed. "That's not funny" I said and looked back down. I heard someone's door open. I jumped. "Maggie chill" Matt said. "I should of left earlier.." I complained. Matt rolled his eyes and nudged me toward the door. "Matt no." I said. He picked me up and carried me into the living room. Everyone was sitting in there, talking about their note. Matt pushed me infront of him and he put his arms around me. "So what's this about" Taylor said. "Does this mean your sucidal thoughts are coming back" Cameron said. "Cameron knock it off." Nash said and slapped Cameron's arm. I got out of Matt's arms and left. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I was worked up. I slammed my key in and went to my room. People pounded on the door but I silently slid in my bed and tried to calm myself down.
