PORN-CATION || J.JK ✓

Chapter 10- Petal.

"I'm here to collect Taehyung's stuff and also to return you his spare key" Jimin says, he's in casual clothing today that makes him look a bit descent compared to the last time I saw him where he looked and acted like an absolute mess. My heart flips for a moment, why would he come over to take Taehyung's stuff? Is there something that I didn't know was happening behind my back all this time? "Why are you here?" I questioned out of curiosity as he stood patiently by the door way waiting for my assistance since he was definitely not familiar with the space.

"I'm his um friend" he replies after giving a little pause as if he's sad or disappointed from the statement that passed over his lips himself. I can't help but let my curiosity intensify because if he's his friend then he'll surely know what happened at the trip because it's not like that's going to change our relationship since I'm not leaving Jungkook either way around but that being mentioned I deserve to know the truth at least. "If you are here then you must know what's up Park, let's keep it straight to the point" I say as I point towards the guest room.

He hesitates a little before indulging into a conversation with me followed by him walking towards the guest room and grabbing the huge box which consisted of everything that reminded me of Taehyung. I hold my tears back knowing that I can't just break down, I need to let him go because that's what he truly wants. I held him back and tried my best but I can't anymore because that would be labelled as nothing but toxic. Maybe all these years it was already toxic but I just too blind to differentiate between the true colours.

"I have no idea Y/n and i don't think Taehyung would appreciate me conversing about something so sensitive especially when he's not even here" He replies with a stern tone making me scoff as I look away not bothering to wave goodbye because I know I'll break down.

The patterned luxurious shirts especially from gucci, all those belts and shoes, little berets that we learned to knit together few summers ago, perfumes that we bought together, matching rings that got each other, polaroids of us that I took and poems for me that he wrote were all gone. There was no 'we' any more because it's my time to accept that he's gone for his own good and the best I can do is patiently wait for him to explain because my heart knows he will.

So this is it, I hear the door shut as I toss the spare key in the bowl near by the counter where I tend to place all the miscellaneous. No more winter bear, no more fighting over pokemon's, no more teasing during work, no more dreams of having little babies, no more warmth in the winter evenings, no more invading my house as his own, no more poem nights...no more Kim Taehyung. I chuckle to myself, a part of me feels light and a part of me wants to drown in myself.

"Baby?" Jungkook voices brings me back to my present as I smile towards him before rushing and wrapping hands around his chest tight as if I let go the voices would snatch him away from me as well.

"Hey is everything okay?" he questions immediately before hugging me back tight and slowly rubbing my back, already feeling comfortable and back to life. I decide to stay quiet for a moment and just drown in this beautiful feeling, the feeling of being loved by Jeon Jungkook.

"Inspector Park came and took the left over things, I shifted your things in my room...i hope you don't mind" I mumbled out before looking up into his eyes "What? Why him?" he questions as confused as me as he must have not seen the dumb inspector on the way back and that's better because I don't want his negative aura nowhere near my Kookie.

"I don't know and let's just see if Taehyung shows up to at least to explain" I sigh as he looks lost very deep into his thoughts as if he's trying to process something. His hands pulls back from the hug before pulling a peculiar white envelope from his pocket and passing it down to me, I look at him confused waiting for an explanation at the sight since I didn't see this coming definitely.