PORN-CATION || J.JK ✓

Chapter 43: Hurricane.

“What did you tell her that caused her so much pain? That made her apologize when I should be the one doing it. I was the one who lied to her all along and now, I caused her pain again but still I can't just leave her knowing that I'm nothing without her love” I cried as Jin sighed, he walked towards Y/n's sleeping figure that was under the sleepy influence of the medicines for a better recovery since rest is what she needed the most.

I push back my hairs that seemed drenched with all the sweat caused by my hyper surroundings, “I went as low as to cause an accident just so she wouldn't know my reality, just so she wouldn't know that her innocent boyfriend is a monster who is obsessed with her. Did I stop with all my evil doings after she came into my life? No I didn't! I just manipulated her through all this relationship Jin, she deserves so much better than me dammit.”

Jin fixes her blanket, his eyes filled with sympathy for me and Y/n because he knows the dark truth and the fake light. He takes a seat on the sofa near by while taking over his blazer and placing it aside neatly “I used to physically abuse Namjoon and that's the real reason why he left me, I guess I just learned it from my dad that the only way I could have possibly released my frustration was by abusing the person I love just how he did the same with my mother. My mother was battling with cancer and I just couldn't bear the loss of losing her and me being a fool, instead of introducing Namjoon to her while knowing that both of them would have adored each other's company whole heartedly and that would have just improved my relationship.

That would have provided me with security and the sense of safety knowing that I would always have Namjoon by my side no matter what happens because he was the only one I wanted by my side no matter what happened but no, I choose the dark path Jungkook. Now I manipulated him into our relationship once again but this time I swore to change and become the best man for him and that's what you are going to do.

You love her, I can see the way your eyes sparkles every time it lands on her figure and I can see the pain in your eyes when she's the one in pain so I want you to give up the evil for her Kook, let's do it for the people we love since the reason why they are with us is through our baseless lies so the least we can do is change ourselves into someone they deserve” he places the water bottle from the ground onto the table but in the process of pulling back his hands, he lands it gently on mine as a sign of support.

It felt like the old days were back, when it was just us for each other. Just us to have each other's back no matter what happens as brothers and best friend. Technically he's been my father through my life and at this moment he was the only person I could confess my true feelings to, I could trust my vulnerable self with because I was the sole reason behind this torturing vulnerability itself.

I nodded in agreement, it was the only way through which I could keep the person I loved in my arms forever, the only reason through which we could keep the person we loved in our arms forever and that was just the 'it' we were looking for all our lives. “But what about Yoongi?” I questioned.

“Yoongi” he repeated the name while staring at the surroundings as we both were feeling guilty, not because we ruined an innocent person's life because he was needed to be sacrificed in order for us to have our beloved trust back but because we didn't come up with a plan before hand of creating all these unpredictable stories, some of which even I was unaware of.

I didn't want to know what Jin said to Y/n that convinced her once again because maybe my heart wasn't ready for more lies since it was already flooded with a lot from the beginning. “Is his life worth it?” Jin questioned while I pulled my hand back to myself wondering about what the words he just raised up.

Honestly the real question wasn't about the worth of his life rather it was whether his life was actually comparable to saving both of our relationships, it did outweigh the entire scenario. “I know what you are thinking Jungkook but remember just like you choose not to interfere in between what conversation happened between and Y/n that caused her to change her mind, you must know that this is our only way to save the people we love or else they'll hate us and hate is a strong word” Jin continued, his tone and expression portrayed how he already choose the dark path once again and didn't seem to mind another innocent soul to fulfill our selfish needs.

“How are we going to do it?” my question made him smile wide at once, a proud one. “I have already imported the medicines from Singapore, we keep giving him those instead of the actual ones and the guy would turn into a real lunatic.

A painful life, his body would give up on him bit by bit and medicine won't have any answers to his situation so people would simply conclude that he's mentally stable, he will never nowhere near the state to even remember his own name” he pushed ahead the file that contained all the information regarding the illegal drug, “Can't we just use something less painful?” I questioned unknowingly, feeling a bit guilty for the first time in my life over causing someone pain.

Maybe that guilt was the change that Y/n's love surged inside of me, I was stunned with my words and a bit proud that I choose the right person to love even though she deserves way more but I need her more than anything in life. “Doctors won't be able to detect this drug Jungkook and we can't take risk because if Yoongi opens his mouth then we all are done so it's better if we take the safe road. It's not going to kill him though but if we increase the dose on a daily basis bit by bit then it's going to affect his sino atrial node which is going to slow down the heart rates. It's going to then start affecting the mitral valves and his defense mechanism is going to drop day by day, even a small fever can cause his death at that point.”

“So we are going to observe his situation for a week or two after we start the medication and in case his memories and mental state aren't affected then we increase the dose?” I questioned once again, “Yes in that way we are sparing his life for least” Jin grabbed the file back since we couldn't risk anyone else reading it, all the information within it was basically illegal and confidential.

“I'm in, if that's what going to get me my Y/n back then it's okay” I comforted my mind, “You did the right thing Kook, anything is fair when it comes to true love. Don't blame yourself, I have an equal share in this.”

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[ 5 Months Later ]
Park Jimin POV

“That's the extra drug in Yoongi's blood. This drug is an unknown imported sample from Singapore with unknown symptoms and causes but definitely a Type A and is most likely to cause a painful death” I read over the report personal detective just shared with me as I immediately grab my car keys and rush towards the only person who could answer my questions: Jeon Jungkook.

Multiple questions run through my mind as I leave Jungkook a text asking him to wait outside his place right now since I didn't want to stress out Y/n more knowing that her condition wasn't the best at the moment.

Why would he do that and why would he want to end someone as innocent as Yoongi especially after knowing how much that male meant to our beloved one's but then their must be a reason behind this that I must know at any cost. “Why would you do this Jungkook?! I know everything now but I'm still giving you a chance to explain before I end this dirty game of yours” I yell at his figure who seemed calm and un-bothered.

“Okay so you know that me and Seokjin are giving drugs to Yoongi to remove him from our way slowly so that we can avoid people from suspecting us, what more?” he rolled his eyes annoyed as I stared at him in disbelief. “Why would you do that?” I questioned immediately with a horrified tone,

“Oh please don't act like you are some of saint. You have killed multiple innocent people for Jin and you'll continue doing it so that you can support your life with Taehyung ans even kill the people who get in your love life with him. Besides it's better for you too Jimin, I highly suggest for you to join us instead of making this mess and you have your ID so you can give him the medicine yourself to avoid anyone else from knowing our little secret.”

“You think I'm that heartless? And how is this even going to benefit me? I agree I killed people for money but that doesn't mean I'll support you into this murder plan because I know very well that both you and Jin are damn murders” I scoffed controlling myself from punching him,

“Haven't you seen how happy your Taehyung has been ever since his and Y/n's friendship got back to normal?

Once Yoongi wakes up he will spill the truth to everyone and guess what happens after that? Everything is going to shatter and Taehyung is going to lose his only friend again and you'll lose the love of your life” he smirked knowing that he hit right on my weakest point.

And that's when i gave in too, betraying Min Yoongi for myself. For my Taehyung.